Fake Fcuk

Navigating the Shadows: JSTNXMLLR's Struggle with Self-Deception
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Lyrics

Yeah, I'll prolly sleep all day and then stay up

Expressing a tendency to sleep during the day and stay awake at night.

Said that I wouldn't drink, now I'm day drunk

Contradicting a previous statement about not drinking and now being intoxicated during the day.

Usually M.I.A, what's it to ya?

Typically missing in action, questioning the significance to others.

Blocking all my calls after all like a fake fuck

Ignoring calls and behaving insincerely, akin to a fake person.

Ya know my mental state is dangerous

Acknowledging a potentially dangerous mental state.

Could live a normal life, or I could take it

Weighing the choice between a normal life and a more reckless one.

You'll prolly disagree, I don't blame ya

Expecting disagreement with the choices made but not blaming others.

Losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Losing control of oneself, similar to a fake individual.

With a smile and a wave you can play the charade

Suggesting a superficial interaction where one can pretend everything is fine.

My fragile limbs are broke

Physical and emotional vulnerability.

Live with guilt and with doubt, misery's hanging out

Living with guilt, doubt, and misery, urging someone to return who is perceived as fake.

So just come home you fake fuck

Invoking the term "fake fuck" again, emphasizing loss of control.

Losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Reiterating the loss of control akin to a fake person.

I've been losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Emphasizing the ongoing struggle with losing control, likened to fakeness.

Ha, Ya know I'll hit the coke when shits messed up

Turning to substances like cocaine when facing difficulties.

Pretend everything's gold, although it's not

Pretending everything is fine despite underlying issues.

Insult my pain with drugs to delay the state of feeling numb, am I dumb? Like a fake fuck

Using drugs to numb pain and questioning one's intelligence for doing so, similar to a fake person.

Sometimes some things aren't right, so I hide it

Hiding things that aren't right behind a facade.

Behind these foreign eyes, you won't find it

Conveying complexity and ambiguity in one's emotions.

Not always black and white, that's ok tho

Accepting the gray areas in life and facing challenges alone.

I'm facing it alone, on my own like a fake fuck

Repeating the charade of pretending everything is okay.

With a smile and a wave you can play the charade

Continuing the theme of superficial interactions with a smile and wave.

My fragile limbs are broke

Reiterating physical and emotional vulnerability.

Live with guilt and with doubt, misery's hanging out

Living with guilt, doubt, and misery, pleading for someone to return.

So just come home you fake fuck

Asking the fake person to come home due to a loss of control.

Losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Reiterating the loss of control similar to a fake person.

I've been losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Stressing the ongoing struggle with losing control, resembling fakeness.

With a smile and a wave you can play the charade

Repeating the superficial charade with a smile and wave.

My fragile limbs are broke

Emphasizing physical and emotional vulnerability.

Live with guilt and with doubt, misery's hanging out

Living with guilt, doubt, and misery, urging someone to return.

So just come home you fake fuck

Requesting the fake person to come home due to a loss of control.

Losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Reiterating the loss of control similar to a fake person.

I've been losing all control after all like a fake fuck

Stressing the ongoing struggle with losing control, resembling fakeness.

You can play the charade

Repeating the charade theme.

My fragile limbs are broke

Underlining physical and emotional vulnerability.

Live with guilt and with doubt

Living with guilt and doubt, urging someone to come home.

So just come home

Final plea for the fake person to return.

The lyrics of this song contain explicit content.
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