Lyrics
I'm irresponsible
I admit to being irresponsible.
I'm irrational
I acknowledge being irrational.
What are you gonna do?
A rhetorical question asking for a response to the previous admissions.
And if it's in my head
If a situation or thought is only in my mind.
And if I'm just paranoid
Expressing a sense of paranoia or suspicion.
Well I guess it's just jealousy
Jealousy is identified as the cause for these feelings.
When it comes to you
These emotions are specifically related to someone else.
But you'll never guess
The unpredictable nature of the speaker's emotions.
It's like exercising
Comparing the emotional struggle to exercising, suggesting effort.
When I try to disguise it
Attempting to hide or mask these emotions.
I avoid your eyes
Avoiding direct eye contact as a way to conceal true feelings.
You'll never know
The difficulty in understanding the speaker's inner turmoil.
Inside I can't stand it at all
An internal struggle causing distress.
When every word is a lie
Dealing with dishonesty and deception in communication.
But I go through it all
Enduring despite the falsehoods.
Lies are just exercises
Lies are portrayed as a form of mental or emotional exercise.
And I can't help myself
An admission of difficulty in controlling these deceptive behaviors.
Cause I've always lied to myself
Reflecting on a history of self-deception.
I've had to fake so many things
Having to pretend or fake various aspects of oneself.
What are you gonna do?
A repetition of the earlier rhetorical question, seeking a response.
And if you see though it all
If someone can see through the deception and pretense.
And I can't excuse myself
Unable to justify or explain the deceptive behavior.
I think I need your help to see me through
Seeking assistance and understanding from someone else.
What are you gonna do?
A repetition of the earlier question, emphasizing the need for a response.
Lies are just exercises
Reiterating that lies are viewed as a form of mental or emotional exercises.
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