Said I'm Better and Lied
Deceptive Redemption: Keven Williams' Emotional Journey Unveiled
Lyrics
I try my best to focus
I make an effort to concentrate.
Cloud my thoughts these feelings bogus
My thoughts are clouded, and these emotions are fake.
Hide this pain no one will notice
I conceal my pain, hoping no one will notice.
I grab a bottle and I'm drinking today
I resort to drinking today, using a bottle to cope.
No I don't listen cause I hate what you say
I don't pay attention because I dislike what you're saying.
Drown in my head yeah I'm sinking away
I'm mentally sinking, immersed in my thoughts.
So don't leave
Please don't leave.
I been dying slowly
I've been slowly dying.
You don't even know me
You don't really know me.
You don't you don't you don't
You don't understand, you don't, you don't, you don't.
I told you I'm better
I claimed I'm improving.
I lied
I lied.
Been out here on my own I'm getting messed up tonight
I've been on my own, getting messed up tonight.
So grab my cup
Take my cup.
Next I'm drunk
Now I'm drunk.
Tempted to call but you won't pick up
Tempted to call, but you won't answer.
Told you I'm better
I said I'm better.
Told you I'm better
I claimed I'm better.
I know what I said
I know what I said.
It all was a lie
It was all a lie.
Ask how I'm doing I just tell you I'm fine
Ask how I'm doing, I just say I'm fine.
Wanna hear the truth that I'm hurting inside
If you want the truth, I'm hurting inside.
You don't
You don't understand.
You don't
You really don't.
No one wants to hear that
No one wants to hear that.
That's all cap
That's all false.
Over this feeling oh emotions so wack
These emotions are overwhelming and unpleasant.
Do anything to forget my past
I'll do anything to forget my past.
Fill up my glass
I fill up my glass.
Now I'm blacked
Now I'm intoxicated.
And it ain't solving nothing yeah I know
And it isn't solving anything; I'm aware.
I'm calling someone take my phone
I'm calling someone, take my phone.
I'm walled in and so alone
I'm trapped and so alone.
I told you I'm better
I said I'm better.
I lied
I lied.
Been out here on my own I'm getting messed up tonight
I've been on my own, getting messed up tonight.
So grab my cup
Take my cup.
Next I'm drunk
Now I'm drunk.
Tempted to call but you won't pick up
Tempted to call, but you won't answer.
I told you I'm better
I said I'm better.
Told you I'm better
I claimed I'm better.
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