Inside
Navigating Inner Turmoil: Embracing Pain and Seeking Solace
Lyrics
Overthinking everything
Feeling overwhelmed by excessive thinking and analysis
Wishing I could just disappear
Desiring to escape or disappear from challenges or difficulties
Hold my breath until the end
Expressing a willingness to endure difficulties until the end
When it all breaks down
Referring to a moment of breakdown or crisis
Take it on the chin every day
Enduring hardships without complaint or avoidance
Said goodbye to all my friends
Parting ways with friends, suggesting isolation or detachment
Hear myself in stories told
Hearing distorted versions of one's own story from others
And they’re all a lie
Casting doubt on the authenticity of the stories being told
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
Experiencing emotional pain and inner turmoil when closing eyes
Breathing in the shame that I feel
Inhaling the shame associated with personal feelings
Masking all the things that are real
Concealing genuine emotions and realities behind a facade
Hold my hand until the end
Seeking support and companionship until the breaking point
When it all breaks down
Referring to a recurring moment of crisis or collapse
Told once, I told you for life
Expressing a commitment or promise for a lifetime
I can’t handle anything right
Acknowledging a sense of personal inadequacy and failure
Blame myself for everything
Taking responsibility and self-blame for various issues
Did I do it right?
Questioning the correctness of one's actions
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
Reiteration of emotional pain when closing eyes
When will it end?
Expressing a desire for an end to the suffering
When will I see what it is that curses me?
Pondering when the cause of distress will be understood
When will I know?
Questioning when clarity or insight will be achieved
When can I be away from misery?
Yearning for freedom from misery or pain
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
Repetition of emotional pain experienced with closed eyes
All these years of lies
Reflecting on years filled with deception and falsehoods
Now I’m dead inside
Feeling emotionally lifeless or numb
Every time that I close my eyes
Reiterating the emotional pain during closed-eye moments
I feel the hurt inside
Perceiving a persistent internal hurt or anguish
Now I’m dead inside
Reiteration of emotional numbness or death inside
Every time that I close my eyes
Repeating the cycle of feeling hurt when closing eyes
It hurts inside every time I close my eyes
Reemphasizing the recurring emotional pain with closed eyes
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