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I've been alone and I've been down
I've experienced both solitude and low moments
I see the panic setting in babe
I notice the onset of panic, baby
When you know I'm coming round
Anticipating my arrival, the anxiety intensifies
But I can't help the way I feel
I can't control my emotions
You know that this anxiety has just been
Anxiety has become increasingly real
Getting all too real
I disconnect and shut down
I pull the plug and I shut down
Regardless of what is said, I withdraw
It doesn't matter what is said
A dark cloud of negativity is approaching
This old dark cloud is coming round
I strive to persevere through it
I try my best to see it through
Apologies for not being the support you need
I'm sorry I can't be the person
I acknowledge the difficulty
That you need to get you through
Change is inevitable, but I can't escape
So, yeah
Expressing resignation or acceptance
Keep the change
Retain the change, as I can't leave
Cos I'm not getting out of here
Prepared for scrutiny or examination
I'm ready for my close up
Recalling a time when you criticized me as insane
I remember when you rose up just to say
Feeling more authentic than ever
That I'm deranged
Asking about your troubles, suggesting resolution
But I've been feeling more myself than ever
Admitting to being a mess, mentally troubled
What's your problem?
Navigating through difficulties
If you've got 'em you should solve 'em baby
Searching for lost elements in the past
I've been a mess, I've lost my mind
Prior to our meeting, unaware of the trust challenges
I'm out here trawling through the gutter
Doubting my chances of trust without trusting you
For the things I left behind
Experiencing disappointments and forming habits
Before we met, before I knew
Luck running out, witnessing enough
That I don't have a chance of trusting
Observing the best and worst in us
If I can't even trust you
The cycle of rise and fall
I've been let down and I've picked up
Accepting change, unable to leave
A lot of habits I can't kick
Ready for scrutiny, recalling past criticisms
It seems I'm running out of luck
Feeling more genuine than ever
I've seen enough, I've seen it all
Addressing and urging resolution to problems
I've seen the best of you, the worst of me
Admitting to personal struggles
The rise and then the fall
More connected with oneself
So, yeah
Questioning and encouraging resolution to issues
Keep the change
Accepting the genuine self
Cos I'm not getting out of here
Addressing and urging resolution to problems
I'm ready for my close up
Recalling past criticisms, feeling authentic
I remember when you rose up just to say
Addressing and urging resolution to problems
That I'm deranged
Admitting to personal struggles
But I've been feeling more myself than ever
More connected with oneself
What's your problem?
Addressing and urging resolution to problems
If you've got 'em you should solve 'em baby
Encouraging resolution of personal issues
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