Burdens
Embracing Burdens: Navigating Life's Weight with Dull Mourning
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I wanna be the bigger person
I aspire to take the higher moral ground in a situation.
Weight of everything pulls me under
The overwhelming pressure of various issues is dragging me down.
I'm slowly drowning in my sin
I feel like I am slowly succumbing to the consequences of my wrongdoing.
All my pain is keeping me bitter
My suffering is causing me to harbor resentment and hostility.
No closer to heaven in any of this I guess
Despite my struggles, I don't feel any closer to finding peace or happiness.
I'm just a saint for bullshit and regret in this mess
I perceive myself as a figure associated with deception and remorse in this chaotic situation.
Another unmet quota
Not meeting expectations or standards yet again.
On how I'm tying to live my life
There's a constant evaluation of how I'm trying to lead my life.
Just hold me close don't think about
Seek comfort in my presence without dwelling on the mistakes I've made.
The blood on my hands
I bear the guilt of causing harm or suffering.
I'm the king of cigarette ash
I am metaphorically the ruler of discarded cigarette ash, symbolizing wasted moments.
And promises not kept
I am known for not keeping my promises.
I'm buying burdens
I am accumulating burdens and challenges.
Like skeletons
These burdens are accumulating like hidden problems or regrets.
In my closet
I have unresolved issues and secrets in my past.
The well is running dry
Resources or support are diminishing, leading to a sense of emptiness.
Tired of feeling like I'm gonna die
I am tired of feeling like life is draining and overwhelming.
Anxiety sets me afire
Anxiety is consuming me, causing distress.
Somebody tell me I'm fine
Seeking reassurance and affirmation of well-being from others.
Burdens keep their weight on me
The burdens I carry continue to weigh heavily on me.
I'm tired of this compliancy
I am weary of my current state of compliance or acceptance.
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