Lyrics
I might've fucked up today but I'm too fucked up to care
I acknowledge making mistakes today, but I'm too intoxicated to care.
You've been calling me, I can't find my phone nowhere
You've been trying to contact me, but I can't locate my phone anywhere.
I don't know what I'd say even if you were to reach me
I don't know what I would say even if you were able to reach me.
'Cause I can't feel no pain when the night comes out to save me
I don't experience pain when the night arrives to rescue me.
On the late night laying with the demons
I spend late nights grappling with inner demons.
In the distance I can hear you screaming
In the distance, I can hear you expressing distress or frustration.
Oh I follow, follow the darkness
I follow the darkness, suggesting a preference for the shadows or difficult aspects of life.
Lost my money trying to numb my nightmares
I've wasted my money attempting to numb my nightmares.
I'm stuck in my ways
I am stubbornly set in my habits or behavior.
So drunk day after day
I consistently engage in heavy drinking day after day.
Too much to undo
There is a lot to undo due to past actions or decisions.
Couldn't make you stay
I couldn't make you stay; possibly referring to a failed relationship.
Here's to you
Toasts or dedications to someone, expressing a sentiment of acknowledgment.
Here's to you
Repetition of the dedication, emphasizing its importance.
I might've fucked up today but I'm too fucked up to care
Reiteration of making mistakes today, fueled by intoxication and apathy.
No I'm not seeing straight but it's clear inside my head
I may not have a clear vision, but there's clarity within my mind.
That you can't handle me even if your heart was stone cold
You wouldn't be able to handle me, even if you had an emotionally cold heart.
And I don't feel no shame when the nights they start to grow old
I feel no shame as the nights age and become more challenging.
On the late night laying with the demons
Repetition of late-night struggles with inner turmoil.
In the distance, I can hear you screaming
Reiteration of hearing distress or frustration in the distance.
I'm stuck in my ways
Continuation of being stubbornly set in certain ways.
So drunk day after day
Ongoing heavy drinking, suggesting a coping mechanism.
Too much to undo
There's a lot to undo due to past actions or decisions.
Couldn't make you stay
Reiteration of inability to make someone stay in a relationship.
Here's to you
Repeating the dedication, emphasizing it again.
Here's to you
Repetition of the dedication, emphasizing its importance once more.
Commandeer my mental space
Alluding to someone taking control of the speaker's mental state.
I'd rather be asleep
The speaker would prefer to be asleep than dealing with reality.
Far too gone to concentrate
Too far gone mentally to focus or concentrate.
I'd rather be not me
The speaker wishes not to be themselves, perhaps seeking an escape.
On the late night laying with the demons
Repetition of late-night struggles with inner turmoil.
In the distance, I can hear you screaming
Reiteration of hearing distress or frustration in the distance.
Oh I follow, follow the darkness
Reaffirmation of following the darkness as a guiding force.
Lost my money trying to numb my nightmares
Repetition of wasting money to escape from nightmares.
I'm stuck in my ways
Continuation of being stubbornly set in certain ways.
So drunk day after day
Ongoing heavy drinking, suggesting a coping mechanism.
Too much to undo
There's a lot to undo due to past actions or decisions.
Couldn't make you stay
Reiteration of inability to make someone stay in a relationship.
Here's to you
Repeating the dedication, emphasizing it again.
Here's to you
Repetition of the dedication, emphasizing its importance once more.
Commandeer my mental space
Alluding to someone taking control of the speaker's mental state.
I'd rather be asleep
The speaker would prefer to be asleep than dealing with reality.
Far too gone to concentrate
Too far gone mentally to focus or concentrate.
I'd rather be not me
The speaker wishes not to be themselves, perhaps seeking an escape.
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