Psychosis
Descent into Desolation: Reflections on the Abyss of Self
Lyrics
Watch me as I fade away
Expressing a sense of fading or disappearing.
Dissipate
Describing the act of dissipating or breaking apart.
Every day
Highlighting the daily process of deterioration.
Falling further into gray
Conveying a descent into a state of ambiguity or indifference.
Guess I'm shit out of luck
Feeling unfortunate or doomed consistently.
As always
Emphasizing a perpetual state of decay.
Rotting away
Describing a gradual decomposition or decay.
Counting the days
Counting time in a situation beyond personal control.
Held against my will
Being constrained or restrained involuntarily.
By my self
Feeling trapped and consumed by one's own thoughts.
Festering inside
Internal emotional decay or worsening state.
I can't cut you out
Expressing difficulty in removing someone or something from one's life.
Stuck in a rut
Feeling stuck or in a monotonous, unchanging situation.
I gave up everything
Giving up everything without achieving satisfaction.
Wasn't enough
Acknowledging that sacrifices made were insufficient.
Bleed me dry
Metaphorically draining someone emotionally or physically.
What do you want
Questioning desires or intentions.
I'll give you anything
Willing to provide anything in exchange for release or freedom.
Just let me go
Expressing a willingness to let go for survival.
I won't survive
Fearing that survival is unlikely.
You'd think that
Expressing disappointment that understanding is lacking.
Somewhere, someone
Searching for empathy or connection with someone.
Just one person
Desiring understanding from just one person.
Could understand the burden
Referring to a hidden, burdensome struggle.
That lies deep below the surface
Describing deep-seated struggles beneath the surface.
I hear silence
Noticing a lack of meaningful sound or communication.
Nothing, no one
Emphasizing isolation with no one around.
No hand to hold
Expressing a lack of support or companionship.
Always alone
Consistently experiencing loneliness.
Vivid visions
Having clear and intense mental images or aspirations.
I have memories hidden
Having memories that are concealed or not openly shared.
Nightmares do not compare
Asserting that personal nightmares surpass typical fears.
I've lived through pain and fear
Claiming to have endured significant pain and fear.
I would never wish on another
Expressing a reluctance to wish suffering on others.
For every moment
Emphasizing the endurance of each painful moment.
I hope you fucking suffer
Expressing a desire for others to experience suffering.
I will never recover
Asserting a permanent state of emotional damage.
Permanently a part of me
Stating a lasting impact or scar on one's identity.
You can't give until you take some
Highlighting the reciprocity of giving and taking.
I wasn't born a monster I became one
Reflecting on personal transformation into a negative force.
Bow down to the great one
Asserting dominance and superiority over others.
I am king
Claiming a position of power and authenticity.
You are a fake one
Labeling someone else as inauthentic or false.
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