Lyrics
Guessing looking for the time
Expressing uncertainty while searching for the right moment or opportunity.
I'm looking around searching rooms just for a sign
Actively looking around and exploring various spaces in search of a meaningful sign.
Used to in be in my head getting out of that shit
Formerly trapped in one's thoughts but now moving away from that negative mindset.
Focused on better things like making sounds & gettin fit like
Shifting focus to positive pursuits like creating music and maintaining physical fitness.
I can't believe I've never felt this way
Expressing surprise at a newfound emotional state.
the time passed me it took awhile but that's okay
Reflecting on the passage of time and being okay with the duration it took.
Because I've got shit to do
Having responsibilities and tasks to attend to.
Worst case scenario I walk up with the flu yeah
Accepting potential challenges, even the worst-case scenario.
Four winters had me feeling all depressed
Experiencing a prolonged period of feeling down during four winters.
It just took one good one to take away the stress
Overcoming stress and negativity with the arrival of a positive winter.
Got my family on one side & music on the other
Having family and music as crucial elements in life.
Took me 20 years but I finally have a brother
Achieving a sense of brotherhood after two decades.
& I just wanna show him how to act like me
Expressing a desire to guide and influence the newfound brother positively.
Dress cool make songs maybe drink some green tea
Describing a cool and composed lifestyle, including making music and adopting healthy habits.
& I'll do anything for my family
Expressing deep commitment and willingness to do anything for one's family.
I wasn't there at first but now I'm in a fantasy like that
Being in a fantastic state after initially not being present.
It took a little time that's fine
Acknowledging the time it took to reach the current positive state.
I got everything I want & I'm in first in line
Feeling content with having everything desired and being in a privileged position.
I got syd dar dez & Angelo
Mentioning specific individuals (Syd, Dar, Dez, Angelo) who contribute to the positive state.
& I'm never going back to a time when I was so low
Commitment to not returning to a time of emotional lows.
Never going back to a time when I was so low
Reiteration of the commitment to avoid returning to a low emotional state.
Freakshow guess it really went well
Reflecting on a past event (Freakshow) and indicating its success.
Used to sit up in my head & overthink & dwell
Rejecting overthinking and dwelling on negative thoughts.
I'm not gonna do that dumbshit no more
Committing to avoiding self-destructive behavior and not succumbing to depression.
I'm not falling victim to depression that whore
Expressing frustration with the negative impact of depression.
Took enough from me & i'm sick of it
Empowering oneself to break free from the grip of depression.
I got the choice to leave pop it out like a zit
Choosing to leave behind negative influences and situations.
Because the universe listens & that's a fact
Belief in the responsiveness of the universe and its connection to personal choices.
But it's all up to you if your healths intact
Highlighting the importance of personal responsibility for maintaining good health.
Well It took awhile but doing alright &
Reflecting on the positive progress made over time.
I just can't keep it in no more I'm just oozing excitement
Overflowing with excitement and unable to contain positive emotions.
Cause I got it to live for & so do you
Acknowledging having a purpose to live for and encouraging others to find theirs.
Cause I got it to live for & so do you
Repeating the message of having a purpose to live for.
Cause I got it to live for & so do you
Reiteration of the message of having a purpose in life.
It took a little time that's fine
Acknowledging the time it took to reach the positive state, emphasizing its acceptance.
I got everything I want & I'm in first in line
Feeling content with having everything desired and being in a privileged position (repeated).
I got syd dar dez & Angelo
Mentioning specific individuals (Syd, Dar, Dez, Angelo) who contribute to the positive state (repeated).
& I'm never going back to a time when I was so low
Commitment to not returning to a time of emotional lows (repeated).
Never going back to a time when I was so low
Reiteration of the commitment to avoid returning to a low emotional state (repeated).
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