Lyrics
Desintegrate into dust
Feeling a sense of disintegration, falling apart, or breaking down into particles.
Take every part of me
Wishing for every aspect or part of oneself to be taken away or released.
And let me drift away
Desiring to drift or float away, possibly from emotional pain or turmoil.
Let me drift away
Reiterating the desire to drift away, emphasizing the longing for escape.
Suffocate within my own mind
Feeling overwhelmed by thoughts or emotions, feeling trapped within one's mind.
It hunts me down at night
Experiencing intrusive thoughts or fears, particularly during the night.
The fucking itch I‘ve felt
Referring to a persistent emotional discomfort or unease.
It left the will to die
Resulting in a loss of motivation to continue living.
Iniciating the thought process
Starting or triggering a sequence of thoughts that lead to a downward spiral.
Which will drag me down
Anticipating a negative impact, pulling oneself into a lower state of being.
The intoxicating presence of self hatred and doubt
Feeling overwhelmed by a strong presence of self-loathing and uncertainty.
Thoughts come crashing in like a wave
Experiencing a rush of thoughts or emotions that feel overpowering, like a forceful wave.
I am another helpless existence
Feeling helpless and insignificant in the face of these overwhelming thoughts or emotions.
Thoughts come crashing in like a wave
Repeating the feeling of thoughts crashing in, reinforcing a sense of helplessness.
When will I vanish in the haze?
Questioning when the suffering or confusion will fade away into obscurity.
Digging myself deeper into this miserable state of mind
Deliberately sinking deeper into a state of extreme unhappiness or negativity.
My mind has become the darkest place I‘ve ever known
Describing the mind as the darkest and most unpleasant place experienced.
I can‘t feel a fucking thing, as the lights began to blur
Feeling emotionally numb, losing sensation as surroundings become blurry.
Let me drift away
Reiterating the desire to drift away as an escape from the overwhelming emotions or thoughts.
Fuck
An exclamation, possibly indicating frustration, pain, or intensity of emotion.
Let
Repeating the plea or desire to be allowed to drift away as a form of relief.
Me
-Drift
-Away
Final emphasis on the desire to escape or drift away from the current state of being.
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