INTERNAL CONFESSIONS
Embracing Shadows: A Battle Within My Mind
Lyrics
So what's the point of fighting everything in my head
Expressing frustration and confusion about constant mental battles.
Deep down I can't win
An acknowledgment of internal struggles with a sense of inevitability in losing.
I'm stuck in the shadows again
Feeling trapped or overshadowed by negative emotions.
I can't help but let the darkness in
Admitting vulnerability and a tendency to embrace darkness.
The taste of failure is bitter
Describing the unpleasant experience of failure.
And I'm afraid to step foot in the ring
Fearful of facing challenges, particularly in a metaphorical "ring" of life.
I guess I'll never know what I could be
Expressing uncertainty about one's potential and identity.
Breaking down is nothing new
Breaking down emotionally is a recurring experience.
Just trying to get by and hold on to
Struggling to cope with life and desperately trying to hold on.
Anything but nothing seems to matter
A sense of apathy or insignificance in the face of challenges.
I guess I'll never know what I could be
Reiterating the theme of uncertainty about personal potential.
This can't be real, this can't be
Questioning the reality of the challenging situation.
This can't be real, this can't be real
Repeating disbelief or denial of the current state of affairs.
My chest is heavy, crushing with nothing
Physical manifestation of emotional burden, feeling weighed down.
My chest is heavy, I can't stop shaking
Intensifying the description of the burden and emotional distress.
My chest is heavy, I can't stop shaking
Reiteration of the overwhelming weight and emotional turmoil.
I can't stop, I can't stop, I can't stop shaking
Emphasizing the inability to escape or control the emotional shaking.
Breaking down is nothing new
Repeating the theme of breaking down as a common occurrence.
Just trying to get by and hold on to
Striving to survive and find meaning, but struggling to do so.
Anything, but nothing seems to matter
Expressing a sense of hopelessness and insignificance in life.
I guess I'll never know what I could be
Reiterating the uncertainty about self-discovery and potential.
And I've been lying in my bed for what seems like days
Describing a prolonged period of introspection or emotional distress in bed.
And I've been lying in my bed for what seems like days
Repeating the image of lying in bed, highlighting a sense of inertia.
Did you really think that you would get away so easily
Suggesting disbelief at the ease with which others might think they can escape.
And I've been lying in my bed for what seems like days
Reiterating the extended period of emotional struggle in bed.
Did you really think that you would get away so easily
Questioning the ease with which someone could think they escaped difficulties.
I'LL NEVER KNOW
Finalizing the theme of perpetual uncertainty and lack of self-awareness.
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