Not Crazy Just Unwell
Navigating the Maze of Mental Struggle
Lyrics
I try to clear my head when I'm on the road
I attempt to clear my mind while driving.
Find myself driving around with no place to go
I find myself aimlessly driving with no destination.
These thoughts that's on my mind I know I need to let go
I recognize the need to release certain thoughts from my mind.
Cause all it ever does is cause me pain and stress so
These persistent thoughts bring me pain and stress.
Sit with my thoughts until my brain overloads
I contemplate my thoughts until they overwhelm my mind.
It seems like my sanity is so unattainable
My sanity seems difficult to attain.
Wish I could break out of this cell
I desire to break free from my internal struggles.
This internal hell
I feel trapped in an internal hell.
Everyday reminding myself that I'm not crazy I'm just unwell
Every day, I remind myself that I'm not crazy, just unwell.
Just unwell
Reiteration: I am just unwell.
Not crazy I'm just unwell
Reiteration: I am not crazy, just unwell.
Unwell
Emphasis: I am unwell.
Unwell
Reiteration: I am unwell.
Every day's starting to feel like yesterday and the day before
Each day feels repetitive, blending into the past.
Disengage myself from everything my mind has been at war
I disconnect from everything as my mind battles itself.
When my demons play me 1 on 1 they just run up the score
My inner struggles intensify as my personal demons dominate.
I be feeling that shit in my core
I feel the impact deep within myself.
Feeling empty I'm laid on the floor
Emotionally empty, I find myself lying on the floor.
These problems I can't ignore
I can't ignore the problems that plague me.
In my mind all my demons explore
My mind is a realm for my inner demons to explore.
I pray my depression will fade
I hope for relief from my depression.
This a pain I don't want anymore
This pain is something I no longer want to endure.
I can't keep wasting my days away but sometimes too hard to look life in the face
It's challenging to face life directly; I sometimes avoid it.
And the judge in my mind wanna put me away
My inner judge wants to imprison me mentally.
Tryna serve a life sentence and drive me insane
There's an internal struggle aiming to drive me insane.
I try to clear my head when I'm on the road
Repetition of the earlier attempt to clear the mind through driving.
Find myself driving around with no place to go
Repetition: Driving without a specific destination.
These thoughts that's on my mind I know I need to let go
Repetition: Acknowledging the need to release certain thoughts.
Cause all it ever does is cause me pain and stress so
Repetition: Those thoughts cause pain and stress.
Sit with my thoughts until my brain overloads
Repetition: Contemplating thoughts until overwhelmed.
It seems like my sanity is so unattainable
Repetition: Sanity feels unattainable.
Wish I could break out of this cell
Repetition: Desiring to break free from internal struggles.
This internal hell
Repetition: Feeling trapped in internal hell.
Everyday reminding myself that I'm not crazy I'm just unwell
Repetition: Daily reminder - I am not crazy, just unwell.
Just unwell
Reiteration: I am just unwell.
Not crazy I'm just unwell
Reiteration: I am not crazy, just unwell.
Unwell
Emphasis: I am unwell.
Unwell
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