Lyrics
Can you see the truth behind my eyes
Expressing a desire for others to understand the genuine emotions and thoughts hidden behind the speaker's eyes.
Something calling from the inside
Sensation of an internal force or calling urging the speaker to act or respond.
It pushes and pulls me back
Describing the conflicting forces that alternately propel and restrain the speaker.
It's a deafening silence
Portraying a heavy, oppressive silence that surrounds the speaker.
Piercing like a siren
Comparing the silence to a piercing siren, emphasizing its intensity and impact on the speaker.
It feels like I'm under attack
Feeling overwhelmed and attacked by external or internal pressures.
Panic, rage, isolation
Listing intense emotions like panic, rage, and isolation that the speaker is experiencing.
Manic based hallucinations
Suggesting that the speaker is having hallucinations influenced by manic states.
Paranoid paranoid
Repeating the word "paranoid" to emphasize a heightened sense of fear and mistrust.
I just want to take my life back
Expressing a strong desire to regain control over one's life.
I'm about to go off the rails
Indicating a forthcoming emotional breakdown or a deviation from a stable state.
Headed southbound and straight to hell
Imagining a destructive path, heading towards a negative and challenging destination.
Tried to stop this train
Attempting to prevent a negative outcome or change but facing difficulties.
But I'm afraid it's too damn late
Expressing a sense of regret for not acting sooner.
Yeah I know just just where I'm headed
Awareness of the direction one is heading, acknowledging the consequences.
Off the rails (somebody stop me)
Repeating the phrase "Off the rails" with a plea for someone to intervene and stop the speaker's destructive path.
I couldn't be the one that you designed
Rejecting a predefined role or identity, possibly imposed by others.
Something told me from the inside
Feeling an internal prompting to leave a situation and avoid looking back.
To leave and don't look back
Describing a struggle between fear of disobedience and the desire to break free.
In fear of defiance I stayed in compliance
Choosing compliance out of fear, resulting in a sense of entrapment.
Obeying and scared to react
Emphasizing the speaker's obedience and hesitation to react due to fear.
Paranoid paranoid
Reiterating a state of heightened paranoia, emphasizing a desire for liberation.
I just want to take my life back
Expressing the same desire to reclaim control over one's life amid escalating internal struggles.
I'm about to go off the rails
Repeating the idea of going "off the rails," underscoring an imminent emotional breakdown or crisis.
Headed southbound and straight to hell
Reiterating the destructive path and its direction towards a negative outcome.
Tried to stop this train
Describing attempts to prevent the impending crisis, suggesting it might be too late.
But I'm afraid it's too damn late
Repeating the fear that intervention might be ineffective at this point.
Yeah I know just just where I'm headed
Reiterating awareness of the destination and the consequences of the chosen path.
Off the rails
Repeating the plea for someone to intervene and prevent the speaker from going "Off the rails."
There's nothing you can say
Asserting that words or advice cannot change the speaker's course of action.
Lord knows you tried to stop me
Acknowledging that others have tried to prevent the speaker from their destructive path, possibly referring to well-intentioned but unsuccessful interventions.
But don't stand in my way
Warning others not to obstruct the speaker's chosen path despite their attempts to help.
Cause you know there ain't no stopping
Asserting the inevitability of the speaker's trajectory, suggesting that nothing can halt the impending crisis.
When the engine's hot and the reaper is calling
Describing a critical point where intense emotions and mortality converge, emphasizing the inescapable nature of the situation.
The reaper is calling
Repeating the imagery of the reaper, symbolizing death or a looming end.
Off the rails
Concluding with a reaffirmation of going "Off the rails," signifying an acceptance of the inevitable breakdown.
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