Lyrics
So fucking tired
Expressing extreme fatigue or exhaustion.
So fucking empty and despite all this I still can't sleep
Feeling a profound emptiness despite the exhaustion, struggling to sleep.
Sick of this constant ache that keeps me awake
Expressing frustration with a persistent emotional pain keeping the person awake.
Sick of this constant daze and my vacant gaze
Feeling disconnected and having a vacant gaze due to a constant daze.
My visions turning grey from how I self medicate
Experiencing a loss of vibrancy in one's vision due to self-medication.
So I'll sit awake for days and watch all the colours fade
Choosing to stay awake, witnessing a decline in colors, possibly from substance use.
I am so alone
Expressing a deep sense of loneliness.
And it's pointless
Describing the perceived futility or meaninglessness of the situation.
Dying late at night
Mentioning a sense of mortality or despair, possibly contemplating death at night.
Disappointment
Feeling let down or disheartened.
I'm not worth any of your time
Expressing a lack of self-worth and feeling undeserving of others' time.
I'm not worth any of your time
Reiteration of the feeling of unworthiness.
I'm tired of this loneliness
Expressing weariness and frustration with loneliness.
It's something that a bottle cannot fix
Acknowledging that alcohol or substances cannot remedy the loneliness.
But I need to be numb so I'll sink and I'll drink
Expressing a need to numb emotions through substance use.
Sat in the dark, can't breathe
Describing a state of darkness and difficulty breathing.
And all I can see are these phosphenes
Seeing phosphenes, possibly representing distorted or altered perceptions.
Please help me
Pleading for assistance or support.
All this love I feel that I am owed
Feeling unfulfilled in terms of love owed but never received.
I will never receive
Expressing a sense of perpetual inadequacy.
I will never be enough
Believing that the person will never be enough for others.
Because you and I are few and far between
Highlighting a perceived distance between the speaker and others.
I am so alone
Reiterating a profound sense of loneliness.
And it's pointless
Reiterating the perceived meaninglessness of the situation.
Dying late at night
Repeating the theme of contemplating death or despair late at night.
Disappointment
Reiterating feelings of disappointment and worthlessness.
I'm not worth any of your time
Emphasizing a lack of value in terms of others' time.
Trapped inside a mind that makes me feel alone
Feeling trapped within a mind that intensifies the sense of isolation.
I can't hear a thing but my constant drone
Experiencing a constant internal monologue or emotional noise.
It's pointless
Reiterating the perceived futility or meaninglessness of the situation.
Crying late at night
Expressing a state of crying without apparent resolution.
Disappointment
Reiterating feelings of disappointment and worthlessness through crying.
I'm not worth any of your time
Emphasizing a continued lack of value in terms of others' time.
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