Lyrics
Woke up this morning
Reflecting on waking up in the morning
How'd I make it to bed
Expressing uncertainty about the events leading to going to bed
I can't remember was it all in my head
Questioning if the experiences were real or imagined
Did I drive last night, was I even drunk
Uncertainty about driving and potential intoxication
Did I end up in fights cuz' I'm feelin' numb
Reflecting on potential consequences of numbness, possibly from alcohol
I'm so tired, cleaning up my blood
Expressing fatigue and the aftermath of a physical struggle
Just wanna get higher, feel that with someone
Desiring a heightened emotional state, possibly through substances or connection
I just end up wasted then it's not so fun
Acknowledging the negative consequences of being wasted
Cuz' then I'm alone and end up feelin' dumb
Feeling regret and loneliness after being wasted
Baby, Baby
Addressing someone affectionately
Light me up and fill my lungs with smoke
Desiring escapism through smoking
Pretend that I'm not feelin' nothin
Pretending to be emotionally unaffected
Take another gulp
Consuming substances to cope with emotions
Trying to find acceptance thru the lights and shows
Seeking acceptance through entertainment and social events
Can't get no relief unless it's killin' me
Expressing that relief only comes through self-destructive behaviors
Woke up this morning
Reiterating the experience of waking up
Funny taste in my mouth
Noticing an unusual taste in the mouth
Mouthwash the bad taste
Using mouthwash to alleviate a bad taste, indicating attempts to cleanse
Shit! I stained my favorite blouse
Expressing frustration over staining a favorite item of clothing
Should I call out of work? I'm already late
Considering calling out of work due to lateness
I'm going to sleep, I'll try another day
Deciding to sleep and face another day later
I'm so tired, cleaning up my blood
Repeating the fatigue and aftermath of a physical struggle
Just wanna get higher, feel that with someone
Desiring elevation of emotions with someone else
I just end up wasted then it's not so fun
Acknowledging the negative consequences of being wasted, again
Cuz' then I'm alone and end up feelin' dumb
Reiterating the loneliness and feeling foolish after being wasted
Baby, Baby
Repeating the affectionate address to someone
Light me up and fill my lungs with smoke
Desiring escapism through smoking, again
Pretend that I'm not feelin' nothin
Pretending emotional detachment, again
Take another gulp
Continuing the pattern of consuming substances to cope
Trying to find acceptance thru the lights and shows
Reiterating the search for acceptance through external stimuli
Can't get no relief unless it's killin' me
Reaffirming that relief is only found in self-destructive behaviors
Can't get no, no relief unless it's killin' me
Emphasizing the difficulty in finding relief without self-destructive actions
No, No
Repeating the inability to find relief without harm
Can't get no
Continuing the theme of the inability to find relief
No relief unless it's killin' me
Reiterating the idea that relief comes only through self-destructive actions
(Baby ya killin' me)
Adding a parenthetical expression to emphasize the impact of self-destructive behavior
Baby, Baby
Repeating the affectionate address to someone
Light me up and fill my lungs with smoke
Desiring escapism through smoking, again
Pretend that I'm not (I'm not) I'm not feelin' nothin
Pretending emotional detachment, again
Tryin' to find acceptance thru the lights and shows
Continuing the pattern of consuming substances to cope
Can't get no relief unless it's killin' me
Reiterating the search for acceptance through external stimuli
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