Lyrics
I don't give a fuck where your bitch is
I don't care about the whereabouts of your significant other
Sad boy loving a bad bitch
A melancholic person in love with a rebellious woman
I don't wanna die but you kill me
Expressing a desire to live despite feeling emotionally harmed
I know all your friends just hate me (ahah)
Aware that all acquaintances dislike the speaker
Lately I feel like I'm dying
Recent emotions indicate a sense of impending demise
I wanna see a smile but you hide it
Wishing to witness happiness hidden behind a facade
Make me make me happy
Request for someone to bring joy into the speaker's life
Bitch's so funny I'm leaving
Leaving a humorous or amusing individual
Black fit matches black knife
The speaker's attire matches a potentially dangerous object
Bad bitch loves my fast car
A woman attracted to the speaker's fast car
Baby I'm seeing my tomb
The speaker feels like they are observing their own burial
Cause Satan lives in my room
Suggesting a dark and sinister atmosphere in the speaker's room
Always in my head
Constantly preoccupied with thoughts
It's just like hell
Life feels like a challenging and unpleasant experience
I have a lot of dark thoughts
The speaker harbors numerous negative and troubling thoughts
And they all same
All dark thoughts seem alike or similar
Shotgun in my brain
An imagery of self-harm with a shotgun metaphorically in the speaker's mind
All my friends are dead
A reference to the loss of friends or emotional distance from them
Or maybe they're too far
Suspecting that friends may be emotionally distant
It just feels same
Emotions and situations seem repetitive or unchanged
I break it
Expressing a desire to break from the current situation
Baby can you fix it
Asking if someone can mend the broken situation
Oh my heart bleeds
Feeling emotional pain, indicated by a bleeding heart
Now I'm a ghost
The speaker feels like a ghost, possibly detached or invisible
You don't gave me shit
Not receiving any assistance or support
I earned it
Asserting that achievements are earned and not given
So don't come back
Discouraging someone from returning after success
When I make it
Anticipating success and independence
I'm a money fiend so I know
A strong desire for wealth and success
That I'll be rich soon enough
Confident in the future acquisition of wealth
They ghost you when you no one
People ignore you when you are not influential
They hate you when you too far
People dislike you when you achieve significant success
Tell em I'm the boy blind
Identifying as a blind or uninformed person in a metaphorical sense
I just feel like a rockstar
Feeling like a rockstar, possibly overwhelmed by attention
Always in my head
Continued preoccupation with troubling thoughts
It's just like hell
Life continues to feel challenging and unpleasant
I have a lot of dark thoughts
Ongoing presence of negative and troubling thoughts
And they all same
All dark thoughts seem alike or similar
Shotgun in my brain
Imagery of self-harm with a shotgun metaphorically in the speaker's mind
All my friends are dead
A reference to the loss of friends or emotional distance from them
Or maybe they're too far
Suspecting that friends may be emotionally distant
It just feels the same
Emotions and situations seem repetitive or unchanged
I break it
Expressing a desire to break from the current situation
Baby can you fix it
Asking if someone can mend the broken situation
Oh my heart bleeds
Feeling emotional pain, indicated by a bleeding heart
Now I'm a ghost
The speaker feels like a ghost, possibly detached or invisible
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