Lyrics
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
I have a connection with the inner struggles or fears represented by a "monster" under my bed.
My life been too crazy just living on the edge
My life has been chaotic, constantly on the edge of something unpredictable.
You trying save me, stop holding your breath
Despite your attempts to help, don't hold your breath; I may be beyond saving.
Everything been too crazy ever since you left Yeah
Things have been chaotic since you left, causing a lot of turmoil.
Baby girl I been thinking we should stop for a minute
I'm considering a pause or break in our relationship.
She gonna hit my line cause she love when I kill it
She contacts me because she enjoys the excitement and intensity of our encounters.
I be hoping ion fall in love when I'm in it, When I buss it down
I hope I don't fall in love during these encounters; it's just a physical connection.
You the baddest that I seen around
You're the most attractive person I've seen.
But you act like you ain't seen before
Despite your beauty, you seem indifferent or unimpressed.
It don’t really feel the same no more
Our connection doesn't feel the same anymore.
I ain't playing those games no more
I'm not playing emotional games anymore.
I love the face when you that I'm killing it
I love the expression on your face when I excel or perform exceptionally well.
After the link and you trying go chill again
After our meeting, you want to spend time together again.
On my grind I be focused on the millions, Ion give a fuck about opinions
I'm focused on achieving financial success and don't care about what others think.
In my bag and you know that I'm working, And shawty bad so I bought her Birkin
I'm working hard, and I rewarded a luxury item to the person I'm involved with.
In my zone and I know that they lurking, I’m numb but i know its still hurting
I'm in my own world, aware that others are watching, and though I'm numb, I know it still hurts.
I'ma star for you, I'ma player that is true but I’ll change the game for you
I'm a star and a player, but I'm willing to change my ways for you.
I wanna see what it do, And I just wanna chill
I want to see what our relationship can become, and I just want to relax.
So let’s get up out of here, Let me tell you how I feel
Let's leave this place, and I'll share my feelings with you.
Cause life been just too real, Yeah life been just too real
Life has become too challenging and real.
I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Reiteration of having a connection with inner struggles or fears.
My life been too crazy just living on the edge
Reiteration of the chaotic nature of life on the edge.
You trying save me , stop holding your breath
Reiteration of not wanting to be saved, despite efforts.
Everything been too crazy ever since you left
Reiteration of chaos and difficulties since the person left.
Yeah
Emphasizing the current state of affairs.
And you know I got bad habits
Acknowledging personal flaws or vices.
I’ve been feeling lost ion really care what happens
Feeling lost and indifferent to the outcomes of life.
I’ve been all on my grind, I’m fine without you
I'm doing fine and thriving without you.
I been living life without you, You thought I was tight without you
I've been living my life independently, and you thought I couldn't do it without you.
I’ma still chase it without you
I will continue pursuing my goals even without your presence.
But I still think about you, Ion really know what I'm going thru
I still think about you, and it's unclear what I'm going through.
Fuck these other bitches, only you
Expressing loyalty to the person despite other distractions.
I don't even know what I'm gonna do
Feeling uncertain about the future and the relationship.
And I thought I was just ya boo
Assuming a close, affectionate relationship.
Then you try to play like a fool
Feeling deceived or played like a fool.
Love feeling like its just a mood, But I still gotta keep it cool
Love seems fleeting or temporary, but I must maintain composure.
I'ma star for you, I'ma player that is true but I’ll change the game for you
Reiteration of being a star and player, willing to change for the person.
I wanna see what it do, And I just wanna chill
Expressing the desire to relax and spend time together.
So let’s get up out of here, Let me tell you how I feel
Suggesting leaving the current situation and sharing genuine feelings.
Cause life been just too real, Yeah life been just too real
Life has become challenging and authentic.
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