GoodBye Kid, Pt. 2
Breaking Free: Unveiling the Emotional Odyssey in 'Goodbye Kid, Pt. 2'
Lyrics
What if I told you I got trapped in a haze
Expresses feeling trapped in confusion or uncertainty.
Tongue twisted up with nothing to say
Unable to communicate effectively, feeling speechless.
Cause at the end of the day I never let the pain go away
Struggling to let go of pain, internalizing emotions.
Buried inside so it grew and decayed
Pain buried within, growing and decaying over time.
Taking shots while I still can't aim
Engaging in risky behavior despite a lack of direction.
Wondering why I still play the game
Questioning the purpose of participating in life's challenges.
Disguise inside still stays the same
Struggling with maintaining authenticity and identity.
I keep fucking up and I can't take the blame
Repeatedly making mistakes but unable to accept responsibility.
I tell myself I need to be the man that I use to be
Yearning to rediscover a past version of oneself.
The one that was incredible invincible I meant to be
Desiring to reclaim a sense of strength and invincibility.
More than a kid stuck in childish memories
Moving beyond a phase of immature memories.
A selfless answer to a selfish enemy
Facing selfish adversaries with selfless responses.
Self denial of who I know I outta be
Denying one's true self and potential.
Never tapping into my own max capacity
Not reaching one's full capabilities.
Till I started fucking with the flux capacitors
Experimenting with new experiences or technologies.
Now I fux with the ghost I was chasing after
Connecting with a past version of oneself.
Goodbye Kid
Repeating the farewell to the past self and memories.
Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to the pain that I hide down inside
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to the lies that have stolen so much time
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to a memory when I'm still just a kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to a memory I can't be that kid
-Like the hero of time I split right through the dark
Reference to a heroic journey through challenges.
I'm the hero that rhymes with an Eight Bit Heart
Identifying as a hero with an emotionally resonant heart.
And from the start I was missing all of eight single parts
Feeling incomplete or lacking essential qualities.
On a quest to unlock express my art
Embarking on a journey to express artistic talents.
I confess I'm a mess couldn't roll like the best
Expressing artistic confidence and rejecting external judgment.
A + plus in art
-Said F the rest
-Now it's destiny that's calling me
Embracing destiny and apologizing to unrealized dreams.
To write my own anthology an apology to all my dreams
-That always knew what I could be
-Grip the sword be the master now
Becoming a master of one's destiny, manipulating time.
Travel time let me show you how
-Back up ur dreams on your minds SD all the ones you laugh at will set you free
Encouraging others to believe in their dreams.
I got eighty eight more more to the eighth degrees
Utilizing numerical references, suggesting significant power.
Multiply that by the eighth bits power
-Equals nine tails left but who the fuck is counting
-My will powers cranking over nine thousand
Boasting about immense willpower.
Goodbye Kid
Repetition of saying goodbye to the past self and memories.
Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to the pain that I hide down inside
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to the lies that have stolen so much time
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to a memory when I'm still just a kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye Kid
-Goodbye to a memory I can't be that kid
-I keep telling myself I'll keep up with you
Struggling to keep up with personal challenges.
But the self destruct yeah it wants me too
Facing self-destructive tendencies.
As I calibrate for my life's debut
Preparing for a significant life change or decision.
But it's checkmate now its my final move
-I'm a complicated
Describing oneself as complex and emotionally charged.
Thermal emotional detonator
Comparing oneself to a powerful and destructive force.
One false move and this songs a crater
-I'm the terminator the hasta la vista procrastinator
-I hate this about myself
Expressing difficulty in seeking help or support.
Cuz I can never ask for the help
-Trapped in the fights seeing red can't make it right
Struggling with inner conflicts and seeking clarity.
Axe all the dead shed the skin let me see the light
-Sick and tired kill the liar deadweight dynamite
Rejecting falsehoods and seeking truth and self-awareness.
It creeps inside an tells me lies a paradise of alibis
-A life I never cared for that I always set aside a kid crying he's lying silent tears that he's dying disguised as the Phoenix hit revive now he's on fire
Reflecting on a past life, transformation, and rebirth.
Goodbye kid
Final farewell to the past self and memories.
Goodbye to the pain that I hide inside
-Goodbye kid
-Goodbye to lies that have stolen my time
-Good-bye kid
-Goodbye to a memory where I couldn't even cry
-Goodbye kid
-Goodbye to a memory that kid didn't die
Acknowledging the death of a past version of oneself.
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