Lyrics
Woke up no alarm
Waking up without an alarm.
It's two AM
It's 2 AM.
I close my eyes and I see you again
Closing eyes and seeing the person again in thoughts.
No solace couldn't stop this
Feeling a lack of comfort and unable to stop a strong, unattainable desire.
Unattainable desire
Having lost someone important, possibly the result of losing oneself.
Thought I lost you I lost myself instead
Reflecting on the loss and the realization that personal identity may be compromised.
Wish I sent that text that call or something more
Regretting not reaching out more actively.
Turns out I lost the battle and the war
Realizing defeat in both a specific situation and in a broader context.
The good things must come to an end
Accepting that positive things sometimes come to an end.
But that doesn't mean you can't be mine till then
Expressing a desire for the person despite the circumstances.
Text when you leave even if you're a minute away
Requesting communication upon departure, emphasizing the need for reassurance.
I can't stop thinking of you it's all that I do sun or the rain
Constantly thinking about the person, regardless of external conditions.
Oh did I fell victim to those eyes you've got cuz
Questioning if attraction is based on the captivating eyes of the person.
Girl you've got my gaze
Acknowledging the impact of the person's gaze.
Just text when you leave bringing me peace all that I need
Desiring peace, and the person's departure brings that peace.
Is to know that you're okay
Finding solace in the knowledge that the person is okay.
I've wasted time now in my twenties
Regretting time wasted in the twenties.
Didn't know what I had till it was gone
Realizing the value of something only after it's gone.
Drink Red Bull spend all of my money
Engaging in impulsive spending and unhealthy habits since the separation.
Haven't called me not once since the fall
Not receiving any communication since the fall.
And I've made decisions that I might regret
Making decisions with potential regrets, possibly fueled by unclear judgment.
With cloudy vision but I can't forget
Having memories but struggling to forget.
So I'll text when I leave even if I'm a minute away
Reiterating the need for communication upon departure.
I can't stop thinking of you it's all that I do night or the day
Continuing to think about the person day and night.
I guess I fell victim to those eyes you've got cuz
Acknowledging attraction to the person's eyes.
Girl you've got my gaze
Reaffirming the impact of the person's gaze.
Just text when you leave bringing me peace all that I need
Seeking peace through communication upon departure.
Is to know that you're okay
Finding comfort in knowing the person is okay.
The moments passed between us yours and mine
Reflecting on shared moments and their significance.
Every second with you brings me peace of mind
Emphasizing the peace of mind brought by each second with the person.
I'm horrified that you and I die different times
Expressing fear of a future where both individuals die at different times.
And then you turn to dust
Imagining the person turning to dust after death.
Oh I'd be so lost
Feeling lost without the person.
Text when you leave even if you're a minute away
Reiterating the importance of communication upon departure.
I can't stop thinking of you it's all that I do sun or the rain
Continuing to think about the person in various conditions.
I guess I'm addicted to those diamond eyes
Admitting addiction to the allure of the person's eyes.
You're all that's in my brain
Being consumed by thoughts of the person.
Just text when you leave bringing me peace all that I need
Seeking peace through communication, emphasizing its necessity.
Is to know that you're okay
Finding satisfaction in knowing the person is okay.
Is to know that you're okay
Reiterating the importance of the person's well-being.
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