Lyrics
Looked for my mind for a while
Searching for my lost sense of self
The smoke of my own breath is turning me mad
The introspection is causing inner turmoil
It won't come back
Unable to retrieve what was lost
Another night in the bed's wrong side
Having a difficult night, feeling uneasy
This place is overcrowded with thoughts
Mind is overwhelmed with numerous thoughts
A kind of a Chaotic overthinking, I'm on
Engaged in chaotic overthinking
Out of control
Feeling out of control
Wanna move on
Desire to move forward
Can't stay on top of things 'cause I feel all gone
Struggling to stay on top due to feeling lost
Smiles and wounds I don't show
Keeping emotions hidden, both positive and negative
Laughs that helped me a lot
Past laughter has been a source of support
Because the half that she says the twice safe
Some reassuring words are comforting
I get to feel
Experiencing emotions
Guess third time lucky
Hopeful for good luck in future attempts
Going back somewhere and restart
Reflecting on the past and considering a fresh start
It's so exhausting not to feel enough
Feeling drained from the struggle of not feeling adequate
But I'll try
Willing to try and overcome challenges
I'll keep trying
Determined to persist despite difficulties
Bleeding black, seeking light
Experiencing emotional pain but seeking hope
Why one misstep leads to twenty come downs?
Questioning why one mistake leads to numerous setbacks
Fair enough
Accepting the situation as reasonable or understandable
Fair enough
-Fair enough
-Want to act strong Like I don't care
Desire to appear strong despite caring deeply
But I hope that you miss me if I'm not there
Expressing a hope to be missed when absent
And I'm sorry 'cause
Apologizing for the time it takes to recover energy
I know I can trust you
Expressing trust in someone
It's just taking me time to have energy restored
Recovering energy is a gradual process
Smiles and wounds I don't show
Keeping emotions hidden, both positive and negative (repeated)
Laughs that helped me a lot
Past laughter has been a source of support (repeated)
Because the half that she says the twice safe
Some reassuring words are comforting (repeated)
I get to feel
Experiencing emotions (repeated)
Guess third time lucky
Hopeful for good luck in future attempts (repeated)
Going back somewhere and restart
Reflecting on the past and considering a fresh start (repeated)
It's so exhausting not to feel enough
Feeling drained from the struggle of not feeling adequate (repeated)
But I'll try
Willing to try and overcome challenges (repeated)
I'll keep trying
Determined to persist despite difficulties (repeated)
Bleeding black, seeking light
Experiencing emotional pain but seeking hope (repeated)
Why one misstep leads to twenty come downs?
Questioning why one mistake leads to numerous setbacks (repeated)
Fair enough
Accepting the situation as reasonable or understandable (repeated)
Fair enough
-Fair enough
-Fair enough
-Smiles and wounds I don't show
Keeping emotions hidden, both positive and negative (repeated)
Laughs that helped me a lot
Past laughter has been a source of support (repeated)
Because the half that she says the twice safe
Some reassuring words are comforting (repeated)
I get to feel
Experiencing emotions (repeated)
Guess third time lucky
Hopeful for good luck in future attempts
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