1996 on Bevard

Navigating the Abyss of Self: Emarosa's 1996 on Bevard Unveiled
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Lyrics

It pays to be insane

Expressing the benefits of embracing insanity or unconventional thinking.

Indiana rain

Referencing the weather in Indiana, possibly symbolizing a challenging or turbulent environment.

I let go

Letting go of something, possibly a burden or past mistakes.

And I made the same mistakes

Reflecting on repeating the same errors despite letting go.

Sleeping in the flame

Metaphorically sleeping in the flame, facing danger or difficulty willingly.

I lost hope

Experiencing a loss of hope.

Just to be alone

Expressing a desire for solitude or being alone.


Afraid I'll be my father and fade away

Fear of inheriting negative traits from the speaker's father and fading away.

We almost sound the same

Noting similarities between the speaker and their father.

Afraid I'll be forgotten but I can't change

Fear of being forgotten, despite an inability to change certain aspects of oneself.


I need to hear you say please don't look away

Expressing a need for acknowledgment and attention, fearing being ignored.

I still want to let you let me in even when it ends

Desiring emotional connection even when the relationship is ending.

If you need to love me

If the other person needs to love, asking for patience in receiving that love.

Love me patiently just until you see I'm giving up

Asking for understanding until the speaker is ready to give up.

And just to make sure I've wasted all doubt

Ensuring that all doubts are dispelled or resolved.

Just to make sure please wake me up now

Requesting to be awakened from any uncertainties or illusions.

And what won't let me down is my fear

Finding security in the fear itself, as it won't let the speaker down.


Afraid I'll be my father and fade away

Reiteration of the fear of becoming like the father and disappearing.

We almost sound the same

Noting the similarity in sound between the speaker and their father.

Afraid I'll be forgotten but I can't change

Reiterating the fear of being forgotten, acknowledging the difficulty in changing.


I'm broken and it's hurting

Expressing emotional pain and brokenness.

And all you say is love me too

Acknowledging a plea for love and understanding from another person.

Don't take it if you know it's not enough

Advising against accepting something if it's not sufficient or fulfilling.

Maybe I'll be more tomorrow

Hopeful for personal growth and improvement in the future.


Afraid I'll be my father and fade away

Repeating the fear of following in the father's footsteps and fading away.

We almost sound the same

Noting the similarity in sound between the speaker and their father, emphasizing the connection.

Afraid I'll be forgotten but I can't change

Reiterating the fear of being forgotten, acknowledging the difficulty in changing.

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