Lyrics
When I'm around you I feel grace surround me, spinning on my head I can't go to bed Everything's too good to be true I would
Expressing the positive impact of being around someone special, feeling a sense of grace and joy.
Take this moment and lock in a little glass jar forever, marvel at it once you
Desiring to preserve a beautiful moment forever, comparing it to locking it in a jar for eternal marveling.
Fucked around and we're not together
Acknowledging a past mistake or relationship issue that led to separation.
At least that's how I think
Expressing personal perception that the separation might be the right thing to do.
Smoke a little weed
Mentioning a coping mechanism, using marijuana to deal with emotions.
Pour another drink
Turning to alcohol as another coping mechanism or escape from reality.
I know I can be a downer
Acknowledging a tendency to bring down the mood but attributing it to external influences.
But my ways are just a product of surroundings
Justifying negative behaviors as a result of one's environment or upbringing.
I know sound astounding,
Recognizing that the justifications may sound impressive but are not necessarily true.
But in the house I'm a basic
Highlighting a sense of simplicity or normalcy when at home.
Swimming in my circles
Metaphorically swimming in repetitive patterns or routines.
Playing all my records
Engaging in familiar activities, like playing favorite music records.
And I can only hope you're here when I'm at forever
Expressing a desire for someone special to be present throughout one's life.
My rain pours harder than most
Metaphorically describing personal challenges or struggles as a heavy rain.
I hope I'm just the kind of daughter
Expressing a hope to be the ideal daughter as perceived by the mother.
that my mother wanted
Desiring to bring honor to the mother through one's actions.
I hope I bring her honor
Expressing a wish to not resemble a father who holds back emotions until they become problematic.
And at the end of the day that I'm not like my father, keeping in all my tears in till it's Becomes a problem
Reflecting on the impact of holding back emotions and the potential consequences.
Moment of silence
Momentarily pausing to reflect or show respect, possibly for the consequences of emotional suppression.
When the mood just keeps on feeling like a hell hole
Describing a difficult emotional state resembling a hellish experience.
I try to keep my heart high and my head low
Attempting to stay optimistic despite challenging circumstances.
Holding grudges helped nobody so it's better to grow
Advising against holding grudges and emphasizing personal growth instead.
It's better grow
Reiterating the importance of personal growth.
When my choices keep on leading to a dead road
Facing recurring challenges and contemplating the need for a change in direction.
Time to pack up all the baggage make a new home
Deciding to leave behind past issues and start anew.
My rain pours harder than most
Repetition of the metaphor of personal challenges being likened to a heavy rain.
My rain pours harder than most
Reiteration of the intensity of personal challenges or struggles.
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