Lyrics
Did my past believe in better days?
Reflecting on whether my past had hope for better days.
Cause I fall apart
Expressing emotional breakdown or vulnerability.
Drowning In my own mistakes
Feeling overwhelmed and burdened by personal errors.
Have I gone too far?
Questioning if I've crossed a point of no return.
I will remain the same I've found
Commitment to staying true to oneself despite challenges.
There's nothing I can change
Acceptance of certain aspects of life that cannot be changed.
What's new
Expressing a sense of monotony or lack of novelty.
What's new
-Is this my destiny?
Questioning if current circumstances are predestined.
I'm curled up on the floor
Describing a state of emotional distress and exhaustion.
Just like the night before
-I can't take anymore
-I feel my lungs in decay
Sensations of physical and emotional deterioration.
My brain it starts to bleed
Mental distress reaching a critical point.
I feel the start of the end
Recognizing the beginning of a significant change or ending.
Thank god i'm so relieved
Expressing relief at the prospect of the impending change.
I can't see
Feeling uncertain about the direction of life.
Where this path is taking me
Confusion and uncertainty about life's trajectory.
Beg and plead
Expressing a need to face challenges head-on.
This where i need to be
-I can't see
Reiteration of the need to face challenges.
Beg and plead
-Did my past believe in better days?
Revisiting the idea of the past's belief in a brighter future.
Cause I fall apart
Reiteration of emotional breakdown or vulnerability.
Drowning In my own mistakes
Re-emphasis on being engulfed by personal mistakes.
Have I gone too far?
Repeating the question of whether one has crossed a limit.
I will remain the same I've found
Reaffirming commitment to personal integrity.
There's nothing I can change
Reiteration of the acceptance of unchangeable aspects.
What's new
Restating a sense of monotony or lack of change.
What's new
-I live a life led by want
Describing a life guided by desires or wishes.
I deserve to rot
Expressing a sense of deserving negative consequences.
Driven by my impulse
Being influenced by impulsive decisions.
Do you get it now?
Asking if others comprehend the situation now.
You can't stop someone made like me
Asserting an unstoppable nature due to one's inherent characteristics.
I know my choices will take me to my fucking end
Recognizing that personal choices may lead to personal destruction.
That's fine by me
Acceptance and acknowledgment of the intended consequences of actions.
It was always my intent
-If i could lay my head
Expressing a desire to contemplate one's actions if given the chance.
If i wasn't so blinded by the light
Acknowledging potential blindness to reality.
As the air pulls away from my chest
Describing a moment of reflection as the air is drawn away.
I have a chance to reflect
Recognizing an opportunity for self-reflection.
I have a chance to ask myself
Pondering the value and consequences of past actions.
Was it really worth it?
Raising questions about the worthiness of past choices.
Was it really worth it?
-As the world fades away to black
Describing a transition into darkness or despair.
I know i did this to myself
Accepting personal responsibility for current circumstances.
I can't take it back
Regretting the inability to undo past actions.
And now i watch as my loved ones say goodbye
Observing the emotional impact on loved ones as a consequence.
For the final time
-This is the final time
Emphasizing the finality of the current situation.
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