Lyrics
It gets harder to ask my head
Struggling to confront my thoughts
To look back at my old shit
Reflecting on my past mistakes
I just wanna show my friends
Desire to share my experiences with friends
It's not them, we're all in this
Emphasizing unity despite individual struggles
But I'm too busy making rent
Busy with financial obligations
I can't make what makes me live
Unable to pursue passion due to financial constraints
I lost heart in the love I had but I don't mind this
Acceptance of losing love, content with the current situation
To stop fighting for a better half that I don't want, it's
Choosing not to fight for a relationship I don't desire
A gold haul in a rainbow
Metaphorically describing a valuable discovery in life
But I've got all I could need at home
Content with what I have in my personal life
I started to second guess
Doubting the value of time spent on certain activities
If I hate the time I've spent
Questioning the satisfaction derived from past experiences
I just wanna show my friends
Desire to share personal growth with friends
So I'd gig if people went
Willingness to perform and share if people show interest
I lost heart in the love I had but I don't mind this
Content with losing a past love, not bothered by it
To stop fighting for a better half that I don't want, it's
Choosing not to pursue a relationship that doesn't bring happiness
A gold haul in a rainbow
Symbolizing a valuable discovery within challenges
But I've got all I could need at home
Contentment with what one has in their personal life
Cornered, bleeding, battered, but breathing
Describing a difficult situation but emphasizing survival
I'm hopeful, woeful, and I'll hold to my healing
Expressing a mix of hope and sorrow, commitment to healing
Backed my head on the ground
Facing challenges and hitting rock bottom
Made my bed and dug me out
Taking responsibility and starting anew
I lost heart in the love I had but I don't mind this
Acceptance of losing love, finding peace in the current situation
To stop fighting for a better half that I don't want, it's
Choosing not to fight for an undesirable relationship
A gold haul in a rainbow
Reiteration of a valuable discovery within challenges
But I've got all I could need at home
Content with what one possesses in their personal life
It's a gold haul in a rainbow
Emphasizing the precious nature of a discovery in life's challenges
But I've got all I could need at home
Reaffirmation of contentment with personal life despite challenges
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