Pariah
Breaking Chains: Embracing Individuality in 'Pariah'
Lyrics
So many times I've tried to
Expressing repeated attempts to distance oneself.
Get away from you!
Desire to break free from a certain individual or situation.
Never thinking or realizing
Not being aware of or acknowledging the negative impact caused by the mentioned person.
What you put me through!
Reflecting on the emotional toll of the relationship and experiences.
When will I get over
Pleading for relief from the ongoing distress and emotional turmoil.
This nightmare!
Referring to a continuous and distressing situation as a "nightmare."
I've tried to hide these tears
Attempts to conceal emotional pain while facing judgment and scrutiny.
While you point and stare!
Feeling judged and criticized by others, adding to the emotional burden.
Shut up, get out, run away, I'm no pariah!
Rejecting the label of "pariah," expressing a desire for acceptance and understanding.
Tell me why
Seeking an explanation or understanding for the lack of acceptance.
You cannot accept me
Expressing frustration over not being embraced for one's true self.
For what I am inside
Highlighting an internal struggle with self-acceptance.
It's hard to hide the pain
Conveying the difficulty of concealing emotional pain from others.
When that's all you left in me!
Emphasizing the lingering emotional pain as the only remaining aspect of the person.
And so many times I've hurt myself
Reiterating the attempt to release emotional pain through self-inflicted harm.
To try and let it out!
Contemplating actions that are expected to lead to disappointment.
Contemplating things things I know
Reflecting on thoughts that may contribute to one's downfall or unhappiness.
Will only let me down!
Expressing hope that others will understand the internal struggles.
I just pray that you will
Wishing for recognition and acceptance for one's true self.
See what I am inside!
Uncertainty about whether expressing inner feelings will make a difference.
I don't know if this will help you
Questioning the effectiveness of opening up emotionally.
But each time you lie I die!
Linking emotional pain to the dishonesty of others, causing a sense of death within.
I'd rather die than to be like you
Rejecting the idea of becoming similar to the source of distress.
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