Let Me Fall
Falling Through Emptiness: Evan Cassidy's Raw Journey
Lyrics
She want me to talk to her like we're in love
She desires intimate conversation, as if they are in love.
Give up baby girl i do not feel none
Expressing a lack of emotional connection or affection.
Hate it when I'm high but the drugs make me feel numb
Dislikes being in a heightened state but uses drugs to numb feelings.
Real numb I don't even wanna feel nothing at all
Desire to feel nothing at all, a state of emotional numbness.
Wait back up got my back against the wall
Feeling trapped or cornered, facing difficulties.
When you down and out who you gonna call
Questioning who to turn to in times of distress.
Please don't catch me let me fall
Expressing a desire not to be saved or caught when falling.
I've been digging my own grave six feet down
Metaphorical self-destructive behavior leading towards a negative outcome.
Always been alone its been since the playground
Long-standing loneliness, dating back to childhood.
I'm just doing my own thing whats all this hate about
Choosing an independent path despite facing criticism.
Saw me doing numbers now they wanna hangout
Gaining popularity and facing newfound attention.
Now I got some clout somehow I got more friends
Increased social circle due to newfound fame.
Between my heart and my head will this war end
Internal conflict between emotions and rational thoughts.
There's a lot of things I wanna say better unsaid
Unspoken thoughts and feelings that are better left unsaid.
I'm better off dead
Expressing a sense of hopelessness and despair.
She want me to talk to her like we're in love
Repetition of the desire for intimate communication.
Give up baby girl i do not feel none
Reiteration of emotional detachment.
Hate it when I'm high but the drugs make me feel numb
Reaffirming the dislike for heightened emotional states.
Real numb I don't even wanna feel nothing at all
Continued desire for emotional numbness.
Wait back up got my back against the wall
Feeling cornered or pressured.
When you down and out who you gonna call
Questioning who to seek help from in difficult times.
Please don't catch me let me fall
Reiterating the desire not to be saved when falling.
I've been self-destructing every single day of my life
Admitting to self-destructive behavior on a daily basis.
Wanna be a rockstar better pay the price
Expressing a desire for success but acknowledging the associated costs.
Long days long nights and I hate the light
Disliking extended periods of time and preferring darkness.
They just pretend for an image they ain't doing it right
Critiquing those who fake their image for public perception.
I can't keep a girlfriend im a fuck boy
Acknowledging a problematic relationship pattern.
Doing bitches dirty she ask what the fuck for
Engaging in questionable behavior in relationships.
I cant feel real love im emotionless
Claiming an inability to feel genuine love, indicating emotional detachment.
Somebody try to save me please notice
Pleading for someone to notice and potentially help.
She want me to talk to her like we're in love
Repetition of the desire for intimate communication.
Give up baby girl i do not feel none
Reiteration of emotional detachment.
Hate it when I'm high but the drugs make me feel numb
Reaffirming the dislike for heightened emotional states.
Real numb I don't even wanna feel nothing at all
Continued desire for emotional numbness.
Wait back up got my back against the wall
Feeling cornered or pressured.
When you down and out who you gonna call
Questioning who to seek help from in difficult times.
Please don't catch me let me fall
Reiterating the desire not to be saved when falling.
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