King of Destruction
Monarch of Desolation: Battling Inner Demons Through Dismantling
Lyrics
I can't sleep
I am experiencing insomnia.
With this weight on my chest
I feel a heavy emotional burden on my chest.
Reassuring me that I am nothing but a pest
This burden reinforces the belief that I am insignificant or bothersome.
I can't sleep
I continue to struggle with sleep.
I let these thoughts manifest
I allow negative thoughts to take root and grow.
Constantly telling me that I am just an unwanted guest
These thoughts persistently label me as an unwelcome presence.
I'm the king of self destruction
I identify with being the cause of my own destruction.
Your burden's mine to bear
I carry burdens that should be yours to bear.
Beaten, bruised, and broken
I am physically and emotionally scarred, while you remain indifferent.
While you just sit and stare
You observe my suffering without offering help.
Dismantle everything I know
I want to deconstruct and break down everything I know.
Peel back the flesh from my bone
I want to expose the core and vulnerability within me.
The vine beneath my feet has grown
A metaphorical vine has grown, representing obstacles I can't escape.
Cant drag myself with my burdens in tow
I feel unable to move forward due to my burdens.
Dismantle everything I know
Continuing the desire to deconstruct my familiar world.
Leave no traces
I want to erase all evidence and traces of my existence.
No safe spaces
No place is safe from this deconstruction.
Blood still stained on the pavement
There are lingering consequences and scars from past experiences.
A violent lust
There is a strong, destructive desire concealed by distrust.
Veiled by mistrust
Mistrust serves as a veil for a violent, destructive impulse.
Now the world can watch your defacement
The world will witness the destruction and degradation of the self.
Cut the lifeline but the blade is dull
The effort to end my own life is hindered by difficulty.
My thirst for your demise is insatiable
My desire for your downfall is unquenchable.
Peel the flesh from my bone
Repetition of the desire to expose vulnerability.
Dismantle everything I know
Continued longing to deconstruct and break down everything I know.
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