Lyrics
Lately I've been tryna figure out life
Lately, I've been trying to understand the meaning of life.
Am I wrong, I don't know, but I do what feels right
Uncertain if I'm right or wrong, but I follow what feels right to me.
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing my mind
Experiencing moments where I feel like I'm losing my sanity.
From tryna explain how I feel in these lines
Struggling to articulate my emotions in these lyrics.
Why live just to die? I'll never not try
Questioning the purpose of living only to face death; committed to trying.
If you looked in my eyes you'd be electrified
Intense emotions that would captivate or excite if you saw through my eyes.
I do what I want to feel fucking alive
Acting according to my desires to truly feel alive.
I formed in the darkness to find my own light
Emerging from darkness to discover my unique path and identity.
Been on the low, so my skills I can hone
Maintaining a low profile to refine my skills.
I'm fucking exhausted, I might comatose
Feeling extremely tired, possibly on the verge of unconsciousness.
Dead, rotting slow, got a murder of crows
Symbolizing decay and death with crows surrounding me.
Surrounding my body, and taking my soul
Acknowledging external forces affecting my body and soul.
But I'm gonna stay to accomplish my goals
Determined to persist despite challenges to achieve my goals.
I'm finding my way to what I'll call home
Searching for my place of belonging, my true home.
The scars I don't show, I won't let you know
Concealing emotional scars, not revealing vulnerability.
Fuck, I'm out of options, bitch I won't fold
Feeling limited in choices but refusing to surrender.
Fuck all the fame, I dont need to get paid
Rejecting the desire for fame, driven by the need to express thoughts.
I just have a lot that I want to say
Not motivated by monetary gain, but by the urge to communicate.
Came a long way from my burning blade
Progressing from a challenging past represented by the burning blade.
The top's where I'm aimed, dont get in my way
Aspiring for the top, determined and unyielding.
If there's a chance, a risk imma take
Willing to take risks if there's a chance for success.
I ain't about livin the same fuckin day
Rejecting a monotonous existence, seeking diversity in each day.
Im in my path I continue to pave
Focused on carving my own path, regardless of challenges.
Succeeding I must cuz it's what I crave
Driven to succeed because it fulfills a deep craving within.
If you're afraid, you can run
Encouraging those afraid to escape from their pain.
To all of this pain, I am numb
Personally unaffected by pain, demonstrating resilience.
I understand where I'm from
Aware of my roots, acknowledging my origins.
The fuckin world's in my hands, but it's crumbs
Hold a powerful position but feel constrained or limited.
Picking all the pieces up
Gathering and rebuilding the fragments of my life.
I know that I am the fuckin one
Confident in my abilities, recognizing my individuality.
Breathing in all of this dust
Inhaling challenges and difficulties with readiness.
Im ready for what is waiting to come
Prepared for whatever awaits in the future.
Seeing through all the fake fucks
Seeing through insincere and deceitful individuals.
They all can drown in a pool of their blood
Expressing a disregard for those who betray trust.
Slowly spin 'round in the mud
Turning away from negativity and moving forward.
Till you're remembered by fuckin none
Striving for a memorable legacy, indifferent to others' opinions.
Bitch I am my fucking god
Asserting self-deification, a strong sense of self-worth.
They'll know my name when I am gone
Confident that my name will be remembered after I'm gone.
I'm everything that I want
Fulfilling personal desires and ambitions.
And I need, what a damn shock
Expressing a need for something crucial or surprising.
When I feel trapped in a box
Feeling confined or restricted in a situation.
Its me I need to unlock
Recognizing the need to liberate oneself from constraints.
Im in control of these thoughts
Claiming control over one's thoughts and decisions.
I will choose when I want em to stop
Empowered to choose when to end or pause certain experiences.
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