Lyrics
That dread I should not feel
Expressing surprise or regret about feeling dread.
Coming home to you so hostile
Describing a hostile atmosphere when coming home.
Can't believe it took me so long
Regretting the time it took to realize a problematic situation.
But now I'm fucking glad you're gone
Expressing relief and satisfaction about the person's departure.
Fucking with my head
Describing emotional manipulation causing mental distress.
You don't know the damage done
Stating that the extent of damage done is not understood by the other person.
Made me out to be the enemy
Feeling misrepresented as the enemy by the other person.
No you were never wrong
Asserting that the other person never acknowledged their mistakes.
Fucking with my head
Reiterating the emotional manipulation and its impact.
You don't know the damage done
Re-emphasizing the lack of awareness regarding the damage inflicted.
Made me out to be the enemy
Reiterating the feeling of being portrayed as the enemy.
No you were never wrong
Asserting the other person's refusal to admit wrongdoing.
Isolated
Expressing a sense of being isolated, possibly due to the toxic relationship.
Feeling nothing but hatred
Describing the prevailing emotion as intense hatred.
Always the bad guy
Always being cast as the villain in the relationship.
No matter what I try
Highlighting the futility of efforts to change the negative perception.
You were meant to be my fucking sanctuary
Expressing disappointment as the person was expected to provide comfort and safety.
All these problems were in your eyes
Suggesting that the other person's perspective contributed to relationship problems.
And now it's clear that I was victimised
Realizing and expressing that they were a victim in the relationship.
Can't believe it took me so long
Reiterating the regret over the time it took to understand the situation.
But now I'm fucking glad you're gone
Expressing satisfaction and relief about the departure of the other person.
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