bittersweet

Repetition of "Bittersweet, cut me open" suggests a recurring emotional experience of mixed feelings and vulnerability.

Bittersweet, bittersweet, bittersweet, cut me open

Bittersweet, bittersweet, bittersweet, cut me open

Bittersweet, bittersweet, bittersweet, cut me open

Bittersweet, bittersweet, bittersweet, cut me open

Bittersweet, bittersweet, bittersweet, cut me open

Reference to Vocaloid figurines, possibly symbolizing a connection to technology or virtual relationships.

Mention of glamorous women in magazines, hinting at an idealized perception of beauty and relationships.

Association of heavy rain and GTA (Grand Theft Auto) may signify a blend of melancholy and virtual escapism.

Expresses a sense of repetition and monotony in digging up the past, finding it unchanged.

Being in a state of lethargy or emotional numbness while present with someone.

Memorizing the other person's movements suggests a desire for intimacy and connection.

Growing up on the internet is shared, but there are unresolved aspects or gaps in understanding.

Things I haven't figured out quite yet

Imagining a close connection and intimacy, using tactile imagery.

Could I lay beside your pretty head?

Use my fingers as a line

To draw your face to mine

Struggling to articulate feelings, recognizing a lack of self-help, and seeking validation from the other person.

'Cause she's the one who cannot help, you know

Expressing the inadequacy of words and the need for explicit affirmation from the other person.

Say it's me you want

Observing the other person leave and reflecting on personal mistakes, feeling a sense of loss.

Still can't figure out where I went wrong

Guess I should have known all along

Feeling emotional and vulnerable in a private space, yearning for something desired for a long time.

'Cause it's all I've wanted for a while

Keeping a hidden aspect of oneself, maintaining a facade to conform to societal expectations.

So I bow my head, keep it pretty small

Turning away from reality, seeking refuge in nostalgia or an idealized past.

Time to turn back to the golden age

An exclamation, possibly signaling a shift in emotion or realization.

Reiteration of the desire for intimacy and connection through tactile imagery.

Could I lay beside your pretty head?

Use my fingers as a line

To draw your face to mine

Expressing the difficulty of self-expression and the need for explicit confirmation from the other person.

'Cause she's the one who cannot help, you know

My words are not enough, need you to

Say it's me you want

Observing the departure of the other person, possibly with a mix of resignation and anticipation.

Repetition of "Bittersweet, cut me open" emphasizes the emotional impact of the experience.

Bittersweet, bittersweet, bittersweet, cut me open

Reflection on the things that bring joy, intertwined with the pain of a divided self waiting for connection.

And I don't understand why you'd cut me in two

One half of me sewn together with string

And the other, waiting on my phone to ring

Offering companionship but also expressing a vulnerability and dependence on the other person.

I'm in love with you keeping me company

Expressing a desire for the current state to continue, even if it involves maintaining a facade.

So I'll keep playing pretend

Observing the departure of the other person with a sense of mixed emotions.

Bittersweet,

Repetition of "Cut me open" reinforces the intense and emotional nature of the experience.