Lyrics
It's been nine days and ten nights
Reflecting on a period of time – nine days and ten nights.
I wasn't going down without a fight
Expressing determination and resistance in a challenging situation.
But I lost and now I'm
Acknowledging defeat and the resulting emotional state.
I'm on sertraline at all times
Revealing the use of sertraline, a medication often prescribed for depression and anxiety.
I'm walking when I need
Limiting movement to essential activities like going to the bathroom or getting a drink.
The bathroom or a full drink
Describing a state of isolation and self-imposed limitation.
I got bottles stacked on the kitchen sink
Highlighting a cluttered and possibly neglected kitchen, symbolizing emotional turmoil.
Yeah, I'm broken, but I think
Acknowledging emotional pain but expressing hope for healing.
I'll be fine
Repeating the belief in eventual recovery and emotional well-being.
Yeah, I'll be fine
-I'll be fine
-Yeah, I'll be fine
-Who isn't a little bit lonely out here
Observing universal loneliness and emphasizing its prevalence.
And I'll smile on my insta
Posting a smiling picture on social media, possibly masking true emotions.
Count double taps to feel love
Seeking validation and affection through the number of likes on social media posts.
The days pass, but I'm stuck
Feeling stuck and unable to progress despite the passing of time.
Yeah, I know it - it's so dumb
Acknowledging a perceived foolishness in the situation.
I drop bank on my outfit
Investing in appearance to gain credibility in a social context.
To vouch for my street cred
Ironically referencing financial privilege while struggling internally.
As if I'm some rich kid
-But I'm spiraling in my head
Admitting to internal emotional turmoil despite external appearances.
I'll be fine
Reiterating the belief in eventual emotional recovery.
Yeah, I'll be fine
-I'll be fine
-Yeah, I'll be fine
-Who isn't a little bit lonely out here
Re-emphasizing the prevalence of loneliness.
I fell from the ninth cloud
Describing a fall from a metaphorical "ninth cloud," experiencing a painful impact.
Was crushed as I hit ground
-My head filled with self-doubt
-"If I changed, would we have worked out?"
Questioning whether personal change could have saved a relationship.
I'll be fine
Repeating the belief in eventual emotional recovery despite self-doubt.
Yeah, I'll be fine
-I'll be
-I'll be fine
-Who isn't a little bit lonely out here
Reiterating the universality of loneliness.
(Fell from the ninth cloud)
Recapitulating themes of falling, self-doubt, and the universal experience of loneliness.
I'll be fine
-(Crushed as I hit ground)
-Who isn't a little bit lonely out here
-(Head filled with self-doubt)
-Oh, I'll be fine
-(Changed would we have worked out)
-Who isn't a little bit lonely out here
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