Car Park
Emotions Unveiled: Inner Struggles in a Car Park
Lyrics
I wonder if you saw that I was sorry for the beating of my heart
I express remorse for the audible pounding of my heart.
When it woke you in the car park
Referencing a moment when my heartbeat disturbed you in the car park.
And maybe I should tell you that I've villainised my body for too long
I admit to negatively portraying my own body for an extended period.
Would it help you find excuses to move on
Wondering if confessing my self-villainization would facilitate your moving on.
Like I needed more excuses to be stronger
Suggesting that additional reasons or excuses are unnecessary for me to become stronger.
I'm no mother
Clarifying that I am not a mother.
But I've done a lot
Despite not being a mother, I've undertaken significant efforts.
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
Expressing that I've worked hard to assure my loved ones of their worthiness.
I don't believe in luck so I am giving up
Rejecting the belief in luck and indicating a decision to give up on it.
I hope to find a reason for my fear of feelings leaving at the start
Expressing a desire to understand the source of my fear of losing emotions at the beginning.
It makes my sleeping harder
Noting that this fear makes it challenging for me to sleep.
I don't know much about you so I'm trying not to doubt you but in time
Admitting a lack of knowledge about you but attempting not to harbor doubts.
I know you'll let me down and that is fine
Anticipating eventual disappointment from you but accepting it without distress.
A feeling I can't shake it's getting stronger
Describing an intensifying feeling that I cannot easily dismiss.
I'm no mother
Reiterating that I am not a mother.
But I've done a lot
Despite this, emphasizing the significant efforts I've undertaken.
To prove to those I love that they are good enough
Continuing the theme of proving the worthiness of those I love, rejecting belief in luck.
I don't believe in luck I don't believe in much
Asserting a lack of belief in luck and much else, leaning towards trust or considering giving up.
Leave it all to trust or start to give it up
Suggesting a choice between leaving everything to trust or contemplating abandonment.
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