Savaged Soul
Savaged Soul: Confronting Despair, Embracing Change
Lyrics
I can't tell if I am right or wrong
I am uncertain about whether my actions are right or wrong.
I don't know which choices could pull me down
I am unsure which decisions could lead to my downfall.
I can't sort all the thoughts I'm facing now
I am struggling to organize and make sense of the thoughts I am currently confronting.
Watch me now not buried in the ground
Observe me now, not in a state of defeat or surrender.
watch me now with only scars as my witness
Witness me now, marked only by the scars I've accumulated.
my mind starts to blur
My mental state is becoming unclear.
Waiting for the world to come crashing down
Anticipating a catastrophic event in the world.
I'd rather believe that it's not on me
I prefer to believe that the impending crisis is not my responsibility.
So I try to figure out what the point of this is?
Contemplating the purpose or meaning behind current circumstances.
Which bridges I've burned and which ones I've missed
Reflecting on the consequences of burned bridges and missed opportunities.
I've been here all along and I will carry on
I have been present throughout and will continue to persevere.
Do you know how it feels? To be left without hope, defeated?
Expressing the emotional impact of being abandoned without hope, feeling defeated.
If your thoughts start to stick and you can't find a way to escape
If thoughts become overwhelming and escape seems impossible.
You can't imagine how deep I'm falling, down in the dirt I've been crawling
Describing a profound descent into despair, crawling in the dirt.
Can't you see? My soul seems to burst, only scars as my witness
My soul seems to burst, marked only by scars as evidence.
Help me out I feel like I screamed a thousand times
Pleading for assistance after enduring countless struggles.
But how could you not be deaf to my voice inside
Expressing frustration at the perceived deafness to inner struggles.
In this void between walls I am afraid to climb
In this state of emptiness and fear, hesitant to overcome obstacles.
Drag me out of my head when I'm drowning inside
Requesting rescue from overwhelming thoughts when drowning mentally.
Only I can change myself
Recognizing the personal responsibility for self-change.
No one's able to help me out
No one else can provide the necessary assistance.
I'm running away from the edge
Avoiding the precipice of a crisis, but internal doubts persist.
the voice in my head is feeding my doubts
The inner voice is fueling doubts and insecurities.
Just have faith in yourself they say
Encouragement to have faith in oneself despite challenges.
forget about all of your mistakes
Advising to let go of past mistakes and focus on the present.
I can't suffer all the things they say anymore
Expressing an inability to endure the negative words or opinions of others.
I can't endure if I don't take a chance
Unwilling to endure without taking risks for positive change.
If I can't climb these walls I´m gonna tear them down
If unable to overcome obstacles, the determination to tear them down.
If my soul is savaged I will still wear it close
In the face of a damaged soul, the commitment to keep it close.
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