Here to Die
Unapologetic Resilience: Here to Defy
Lyrics
This wasn't meant to be a love song
This song was not intended to express love.
Matter of fact this one's about hate
In fact, it focuses on feelings of hatred.
I fucking said it, I don't regret it
The singer emphatically stated their feelings and stands by them.
A little much or a little too late
Expressing regret, acknowledging it might be too much or too late.
I turned away just one too many times
The speaker turned away from a situation one too many times.
I'm tired of the reasons, sick of all the lies
Expressing fatigue with the given reasons and tired of the lies.
I looked away just one too many times
The speaker regrets looking away too many times.
I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die
Tired of pretending, emphasizing their presence and acceptance of mortality.
You want my best, you get the worst
Offering the worst side instead of the best to someone.
You're not the last and you ain't the fucking first
Asserting that the person is neither the first nor the last to receive such treatment.
You gotta live, I live to die
Expressing a nihilistic perspective on life, living with the awareness of inevitable death.
Still that motherfucker finger to the sky
Defiantly raising a middle finger as a gesture of rebellion or nonconformity.
I turned away just one too many times
Repeated assertion of turning away too many times.
I'm tired of the reasons, sick of all the lies
Reiterating fatigue with reasons and lies.
I looked away just one too many times
Repeating regret for looking away too many times.
I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die
Re-emphasizing the weariness of pretending and accepting the inevitable.
I've been hated by better
Acknowledging experiences of being hated by better individuals.
I've been beaten by the best
Having been defeated by the best, indicating a challenging life.
It's not a gift
Challenging situations are not viewed as gifts but as tests.
It's a motherfucking test
Emphasizing that life is a challenging test, not a gift.
I turned away just one too many times
Reiteration of turning away too many times.
I'm tired of the reasons, sick of all the lies
Reiterating fatigue with reasons and lies.
I looked away just one too many times
Repeating regret for looking away too many times.
I'm tired of pretending, that I'm not here, not here to die
Re-emphasizing the weariness of pretending and accepting the inevitable.
Not here to die
Final affirmation of being present but with the acknowledgment of impending death.
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