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I can see
I am perceiving
A version of forever
An enduring state without us
With no we in it
Excluding 'we' from this forever
You are a cancer in my cells
You are a destructive force in my being
And I want you out
I desire your removal
I wonder what
I ponder the reason
Made you speak my name out
What led you to utter my name
With that tongue as black as tar
Your speech tainted like tar
I run a fever high as hell
I experience a severe fever
No end in sight
No foreseeable end
You buried me to the ground
You metaphorically buried me
But I'm not dead
Despite that, I'm still alive
Venom in my veins
Poison flowing in my veins
You spread (hey)
You disseminate it
No coming back from your crimes
No redemption from your actions
Yeah you know what you did wasn't right
Acknowledge your wrongdoing
Now own it (own it)
Take responsibility
We were parallel lines like deadly snakes
We were like dangerous parallel lines
Waiting to strike to get ahead
Waiting to strike and advance
If you loved me then
If you truly loved me before
How do you like me now
Reflect on my current state
Tried to cut my angel wings
You attempted to hinder my progress
With words you'd speak
Through the words you used
With that tongue of tar
Using a toxic tongue
Didn't you make sure
Ensuring I don't soar
I wouldn't soar
Securing my downfall
With you by my side
Even with you by my side
You buried me to the ground
You metaphorically buried me again
But I'm not dead
Yet, I'm resilient and alive
Venom in my veins
Poison still courses through me
You spread (hey)
You continue to spread it
No coming back from your crimes
No redemption from your actions
Yeah you know what you did wasn't right
Acknowledge your wrongdoing
Now own it (own it)
Take responsibility
I'm really losing my grip
I'm losing control of my situation
But it's alright
But I accept it
Let reality slip my mind
Allowing reality to escape my thoughts
Time to time
From time to time
I'm really losing my grip
I'm losing control of my situation
And it's alright
And I'm okay with it
Alright, alright
Accepting the situation
How do you like me now
Reflecting on my current state
How do you like me now
Considering how you perceive me now
You buried me to the ground
You metaphorically buried me
(I'm not dead)
But I'm still alive
How do you sleep at night
Questioning your conscience
(I'm not dead)
Despite your actions, I'm alive
No coming back from your crimes now own it(own it)
No redemption from your actions, take responsibility
How do you, how do you
How do you deal with it?
I'm not dead
I'm still alive
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