Lyrics
I am sick
I am experiencing a state of illness.
I am tired
I am feeling fatigue or exhaustion.
I’ve been double-crossed
I have been betrayed or deceived by someone.
All these snakes
There are deceitful individuals referred to as "snakes" around.
In the grass
These deceptive individuals are hidden or camouflaged.
Time to mow the lawn
It's time to take action against the deceptive individuals, a metaphorical expression using "mow the lawn."
Looked in the passed
Reflecting on past experiences or events.
They left my ass
People from the past have abandoned or betrayed the speaker.
I'm all alone in awe
The speaker feels a sense of isolation and amazement.
Nope not again
Expressing a refusal or reluctance to experience something again.
I won't pretend
Not pretending or faking emotions or situations.
You all have fuckin lost
An assertion that others have completely lost or failed in some way.
I don't got the time, for anybody try to come and take from mind
The speaker values their time and is wary of those attempting to take advantage.
This is for my wife, my son is gonna live a better life than I
Dedicating the effort for a better life for the speaker's family, especially the son.
Stay up at night and cry, I battle all my demons and go on won’t die
Struggling against personal challenges and deciding to endure and survive.
I’m gonna take what's mine and come out of your radios like Poltergeist
Determined to achieve success and recognition in the music industry.
Oooo I know, it’s been too long, the same road
Recognizing a prolonged and repetitive struggle or journey.
Different people, same ole story, that's been over told, yeah
Encountering similar situations and stories with different people.
I can see them right, over my shoulder, cookin up lies
Feeling the presence of dishonest individuals plotting against the speaker.
You ain’t gonna make it bye, ain’t a single cut I won’t make tonight
Expressing a readiness to take drastic actions against adversaries.
I won’t flex
Not showing off or boasting.
I won't bend
Refusing to yield or compromise.
I won't break at all
Remaining unbroken and resilient.
My strength it comes from within my own self, that’s why there's walls
Deriving strength from inner self, leading to the creation of metaphorical walls.
I see so clearly now, the fog has lifted, rain is gone
Gaining clarity and overcoming obstacles.
So fuck you and your ill intentions, you won’t see me fall
Defying negative intentions and standing tall.
Now I'm coming for the mic itself, the crown and wealth, I'll get you in a bide of hell and I know
Setting ambitious goals for achieving success in the music industry.
Who to trust and blessed me with true loyalty
Recognizing trustworthy individuals who have supported the speaker.
All of your bitch made attempts have been foiled PEACE
Thwarting unsuccessful attempts or schemes by adversaries.
I may have traveled to the south from a spoiled east
Reflecting on a journey from a challenging past to a welcoming present.
But they have welcomed me with open arms and I found a family down a road with farms, the cold was yawn, so I made a home where the sun was free
Finding a sense of belonging and family in a new environment.
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