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I don't really know where I'm going
I am uncertain about my future direction.
I know where I've been
I have a clear understanding of my past experiences.
It doesn't really feel like I'm moving
I feel stagnant and not making progress.
Where do I begin
I am unsure where to start addressing my situation.
And I'm always wishing
I consistently hope for better circumstances.
That I never tried so hard to please you
I regret exerting too much effort to please someone.
When I do
Despite my efforts, I am transparent and easily understood.
I'm so see-through
When my true self is revealed, it's clear to others.
Then you'll say
You will then express...
Will you still be there
Asking if you will still be present for support.
Well I don't really know
I am uncertain about your continued presence.
When will it leave me
Uncertainty about when this challenging situation will end.
This feeling I know
Describing a persistent and known emotion.
It's on my mind
This emotion is currently occupying my thoughts.
Wasting all my time
I feel like I'm wasting my time on this emotional state.
I'm scared it's gonna hurt me for the rest of my life
Fear that the emotional pain will have a lasting impact.
I'll never call you
I choose not to contact you.
Cause I don't want
Avoiding revisiting the painful experiences.
Recount the pain I've been through
Refusing to recount the suffering I've endured.
Wish I didn't know
I wish I didn't have knowledge of this emotional state.
I could feel this way
Expressing a desire to not feel this way.
You took away and the sun and then wished me brighter days
Attributing the loss of positivity to someone's actions.
And now I'm crying
I am currently experiencing sadness and tears.
Memories dying
Reflecting on fading memories.
But tell me what is new
Asking for updates on the current situation.
Will you still be there
Questioning the continued presence of support.
Well I don't really know
Expressing uncertainty about ongoing support.
When will it leave me
Uncertainty about when the emotional turmoil will end.
This feeling I know
Reiteration of a persistent and known emotion.
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