Lyrics
I didn't want to get out of that bed, I did it
Expressing reluctance to leave the bed but ultimately did it
I didn't want to feed myself instead, I did it
Reluctance to self-care but eventually did it
I didn't want to write a song today, I did it
Initial resistance to songwriting, but completed the task
I didn't want to overcome my day, I did it
Overcoming challenges in the day despite initial hesitation
I always wanted it to be my way, I did it
Achieving goals in a self-determined manner
I used to be scared of what to say, I admit it
Admitting past fear of expressing oneself verbally
I used keep it all just tucked away
Keeping emotions or thoughts hidden
Tucked away in the back of my mind
Concealing thoughts in the back of the mind
I never spoke up
Being silent or not speaking up
I didn't want to get out of that bed, I did it
Reiteration of reluctance to leave the bed but still did it
I didn't want to feed myself instead, I did it
Repeating the theme of self-care despite initial resistance
I didn't want to write a song today, I did it
Reaffirmation of completing a creative task despite reluctance
I didn't want to overcome my day, I did it
Emphasizing overcoming challenges in the day
Mention the irony feel like a dynasty forever growing for all of the Ivy League
Mentioning irony and the desire for personal growth like a dynasty
Understand high archery rubber band starts to bleed I feel like anarchy
Expressing a feeling of chaos and rebellion
Speak to the truth understand what I do
Emphasizing the importance of speaking the truth
It's poetic in nature but not all is true
Highlighting the poetic nature of actions, acknowledging not all is true
The illusion is gleaming the tidbit of truth
Recognizing a mix of illusion and truth in experiences
My numbers are reaching the top of the roof
Noting success or achievement in reaching the top
Where the fuck did my energy go
Questioning the loss of energy
Used to have plenty now it's all depleted
Reflecting on the depletion of energy that was once abundant
I don't know where this is gonna go
Uncertain about the future and the impact on the mind
I think it is my head and it's really deep seeded
Suspecting a deep-seated issue in the mind
I didn't want to get out of that bed, I did it
Reiteration of overcoming the reluctance to leave the bed
I didn't want to feed myself instead, I did it
Repeating the theme of self-care despite initial resistance
I didn't want to write a song today, I did it
Reaffirmation of completing a creative task despite reluctance
I didn't want to overcome my day, I did it
Emphasizing overcoming challenges in the day
Mention the irony feel like a dynasty forever growing for all of the Ivy League
Mentioning irony and the desire for personal growth like a dynasty
Understand high archery rubber band starts to bleed I feel like anarchy
Expressing a feeling of chaos and rebellion
Speak to the truth understand what I do
Emphasizing the importance of speaking the truth
It's poetic in nature but not all is true
Highlighting the poetic nature of actions, acknowledging not all is true
The illusion is gleaming the tidbit of truth
Recognizing a mix of illusion and truth in experiences
My numbers are reaching the top of the roof
Noting success or achievement in reaching the top
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