Lyrics
Saying I'm fines
Expressing that everything is okay on the surface
Making me tired
Feeling exhausted from the effort of pretending
My mind
Referencing the emotional strain on the mind
Change my whole life
Contemplating a significant life transformation
Touch down in a new city
Arrival in a new location
That flight wine made me feel pretty
Positive impact of wine during the flight
I changed my hair
Changing physical appearance
My clothes
Altering wardrobe choices
Now I'm someone no one knows
Transforming into an unfamiliar identity
Thinking I should find a job
Considering the search for employment
Maybe I'll stay a year
Contemplating a prolonged stay in a new place
Would I still have nightmares
Questioning the persistence of disturbing dreams
I could get better at being alone
Desiring improvement in the ability to be alone
Vow to give up staring down at my phone
Pledging to reduce phone screen time
I bet I would never even get sad
Believing that avoiding certain emotions is possible
I could stop chasing what I never had
Deciding to stop pursuing unattainable goals
Saying I'm fines
Repeating the facade of being okay
Making me tired
Expressing the draining effect of the pretense
Made up my mind
Confirming a resolution or decision
Change my whole life
Reiterating the intention to make a major life change
Saying I'm fines
Repeating the claim of being fine
Making me tired
Emphasizing the fatigue from the act
Made up my mind
Affirming a settled determination
Change my whole life
Reinforcing the commitment to transform life
Looks like I
Indicating a need for self-discovery and introspection
Need to take myself on a ride
Recognizing the necessity of a personal journey
Drive around until I get tired
Planning to drive until physical exhaustion
When will I not feel like a child
Expressing a desire to mature emotionally
Tuck myself into bed
Preparing for rest and rejuvenation
In the morning I'll get up and try again
Committing to a fresh start in the morning
Yeah I know I can
Believing in the ability to overcome challenges
Stop missing all the dumb things I made
Acknowledging past mistakes and resolving to move forward
Up in my head
Recognizing intrusive thoughts and working to change them
I'll just change
Committing to personal growth and transformation
Saying I'm fines
Repeating the claim of being fine
Making me tired
Highlighting the draining impact of pretending
Made up my mind
Confirming a decision or resolution
Change my whole life
Reaffirming the commitment to change life
Saying I'm fines
Repeating the claim of being fine
Making me tired
Expressing the fatigue from maintaining a facade
Made up my mind
Affirming a settled determination
Change my whole life
Reinforcing the commitment to transform life
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