Heavy Drinking
Rising Above the Glass: Kella Jean's Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
I been on my heavy drinking
Expressing engagement in consuming a significant amount of alcohol
I been on that whatchu call it
Referencing a particular type or brand of alcohol
And too much had been getting to me
Acknowledging that excessive drinking has been affecting the individual negatively
So I just wanna hear from you baby
Desiring communication or contact with a significant other for emotional support
I been on my heavy drinking
Reiterating the engagement in heavy alcohol consumption
And I know it's not good for me
Recognizing the harmful nature of excessive drinking
And I know I need to let it go
Acknowledging the need to release or let go of the harmful behavior
Or else imma fold
Fear of breaking down or collapsing if the behavior persists
I'm Too tired
Expressing exhaustion
I'm too tired
Reiterating the feeling of exhaustion or fatigue
But have new goals
Having new aspirations or objectives
And I can't stop till I'm okay
Desire to continue until reaching a state of wellness or stability
See me have better days babe?
Asking if there will be better times ahead
Ever since you moved away
Implying a change in behavior or routine since the significant other's departure
I been doin' my own thing
Independently pursuing personal interests or activities
I been on my heavy drinking
Reiterating the engagement in heavy alcohol consumption
I been on that whatchu call it
Referring again to a particular type or brand of alcohol
And too much had been getting to me
Stating that excessive stress has been affecting the individual
So I been on that what you call it
Continuing engagement in the aforementioned alcohol
Always on the grind always on my mind
Consistently focused on work or goals with an unwavering determination
Can't stop till it's mine
Persistent pursuit of goals or ambitions until successful
Heads in the clouds
Feeling elevated or elated, not wanting to return to reality
I ain't coming down
Desire to maintain a carefree or euphoric state
Yeah I'm here for a good time
Seeking enjoyment and pleasure in the present moment
Yeah I been a round seen it all
Having diverse experiences and feeling experienced
And it was a great vibe
Reflecting on positive experiences or a positive atmosphere
Learning too much too fast
Feeling overwhelmed by learning experiences
Got me was gonna last
Uncertain about the duration of feeling overwhelmed
Thought I learned from the past
Thinking that lessons from the past would prevent feeling overwhelmed
But silly me
Realizing an error in focusing on too many things simultaneously
Tried concentrating on too many thing
Finally concentrating on self-improvement or self-focus
Finally got me to focus on me
Expressing a desire for material success or fulfillment
I Want every damn thing
Yearning for various accomplishments or possessions
Who knows what it could be
Uncertainty regarding future achievements or acquisitions
Feels good to look in the mirror
Feeling content and self-assured after self-reflection
Never thought I see shit clearer
Surprised at gaining clarity or insight after self-reflection
Not drinking heavy anymore
Announcing the decision to stop excessive drinking
Closing that old door
Symbolically closing a chapter of excessive drinking
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