Lyrics
This is not my home
This location or situation doesn't feel like my home.
These are not my friends
The people around me don't feel like my true friends.
A new place to go
There's a new direction or place I need to explore or embrace.
This is not the end
Despite circumstances, this isn't the ultimate conclusion or endpoint.
closer now than when I remember
I feel closer to something presently than my past recollection.
Some good time to begin
There's an opportunity or a positive moment to start anew.
No regrets there's none
There's no remorse or guilt; no looking back with regrets.
Selfish once too much
I used to be overly self-centered or focused only on myself.
Payback made in full
I've repaid someone for something I owed or did.
Maybe not enough
Perhaps the repayment or action wasn't sufficient.
I don't make the rules
I am not the one establishing the rules or guidelines.
Waiting as well as hiding
Waiting and concealing myself, possibly out of fear or caution.
Afraid of fighting
Feeling fearful or reluctant about engaging in conflict or combat.
All senses trying to stay in focus
Struggling to remain attentive and concentrated on all perceptions.
To bring it closer another moment
Attempting to draw a certain moment closer, to make it more vivid or impactful.
And then I blow it
Despite efforts, I end up ruining it or making a mistake.
And now you know it
Now the truth is revealed, and you're aware of it.
And you believe you have the secret
You believe you hold a secret or hidden knowledge.
It's in the open
The truth or information is now out in the open and clear.
And now you're closing
You're now shutting down or concluding something.
The book of reason
The rational explanation or justification is being closed or abandoned.
No fear of using
No hesitation in using or applying something.
And now we're even
Now, the situation or debt is balanced or equal.
By now you get it
You should have understood the situation by now.
It's got to stop
There's a need for something to come to an end or cease.
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