absence
Emptiness Echoes: Coping with Absence
Lyrics
Balance, I'm losing it
Feeling a lack of stability or equilibrium in life.
Probably hurting from your absence
Experiencing pain or distress due to the absence of someone.
So I'm getting lit
Using substances like alcohol or drugs to cope with the emotional pain.
Nothing's working and it's tragic
Feeling that nothing is effective, and the situation is sorrowful.
But I'm used to it
Being accustomed to difficult situations or emotional pain.
Bullet holes in my mattress guess I always
Describing a metaphorical representation of emotional wounds (bullet holes).
Balance, I'm losing it
Reiteration of the sense of losing balance and emotional stability.
Probably hurting from your absence
Re-emphasizing the pain caused by someone's absence.
So I'm getting lit
Continuing to use substances to cope with the emotional void.
Nothing's working and it's tragic
Expressing the tragic feeling that nothing is improving.
But I'm used to it
Highlighting the familiarity and acceptance of enduring hardships.
Bullet holes in my mattress guess I always
Reiteration of metaphorical bullet holes, symbolizing emotional wounds.
Wouldn't it be nice if we
Pondering the idea of a desirable scenario where goodbyes are unnecessary.
Never had to say goodbye i don't wanna lie
Expressing reluctance to lie and a desire for a constant presence.
It's when you used to be by my side
Reflecting on a time when the person was close and supportive.
Now I wanna die
Feeling extreme emotional pain and contemplating the desire to die.
Think bout crashing it whenever
Considering self-destructive actions when alone in the car.
I'm in my ride, yeah
Questioning the purpose of life when the desire to live is absent.
What's the point of life if you
Contemplating the meaninglessness of life without a desired connection.
Don't wanna be in mine?
Expressing a lack of interest in one's own life without the desired presence.
Left me falling in a hole just watching
Describing a situation of abandonment and emotional descent.
I was hopеless i can't
Feeling without hope and helpless in a challenging situation.
So sick of all this bullshit
Expressing frustration with deceptive and insincere behavior.
So many lies I'm getting nausеous
Experiencing a sense of nausea due to the abundance of lies.
Started to float just like some carpet
Describing a feeling of detachment and floating, possibly dissociation.
Begged you to stop, you never stopped it
Pleading for the harmful behavior to stop, but it continues.
You never stopped it, yeah
Reiterating the persistence of the harmful behavior.
Now I can't ever go back better alone
Expressing an inability to return to a previous state and accepting solitude.
Smokin' the gas so torn up get lit to relax
Using substances to cope with emotional pain and seeking relaxation.
Double G Gucci, been turnin' cold
Mentioning a brand (Double G Gucci) and expressing a cold emotional state.
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