Lyrics
I never been so happy in all my life
Expressing extreme happiness in the current moment.
Got that right
Acknowledging agreement with the previous statement.
Why you gotta be so up tight
Questioning someone's uptight or tense behavior.
You got me going crazy
Feeling emotionally disturbed or unsettled.
Very lately
Recently experiencing strong emotions.
I don't care about you greatly
Not valuing someone highly, regardless of their feelings.
So I don't care if you hate me
Indifferent to the hatred from others.
Cause you played me, you played me
Expressing dissatisfaction with being manipulated.
You play my mind I played your game
Reciprocal manipulation in a relationship.
That shit was hella lame
Criticizing a deceitful or dishonest action.
Life might be going down but I don't care about me or you
Being unconcerned about the speaker's and others' well-being.
So what surely can I do
Expressing helplessness in a difficult situation.
I don't know what I wanted from you
Uncertain about personal desires or expectations.
I lie to myself telling me I'm fine
Deliberate self-deception about emotional state.
I lied I'm dying inside
Admitting internal emotional turmoil and suffering.
My thoughts break bones and break my heart
Emphasizing the damaging nature of the speaker's thoughts.
If I were to act them out lord knows that shit ain't smart
Acknowledging the impracticality of acting on destructive thoughts.
I have these tendencies
Admitting to recurring negative behavioral patterns.
It gets the best of me
Struggling with controlling harmful tendencies.
I can't find my own way back home
Feeling lost and unable to find a sense of belonging.
Memories are faded
Recalling blurred or unclear memories.
I'm getting tired of waitin
Expressing impatience and frustration with waiting.
You tell me you love me but I know your fakin
Questioning the authenticity of someone's love.
I wake up sick and shakin
Experiencing physical and emotional distress upon waking up.
Sometimes I cry from breakin
Crying as a response to emotional breakdowns.
You never felt bad for me once in your life
Expressing a lack of empathy from someone significant.
You've dragged me down with you twice
Feeling negatively impacted by someone's influence multiple times.
And I can't take it anymore
Reaching a breaking point and being unable to tolerate it.
You play my mind I played your game
Reiterating the theme of mutual manipulation.
That shit was hella lame
Repeating dissatisfaction with deceptive behavior.
Life might be going down but I don't care about me or you
Maintaining apathy towards personal and relational issues.
So what surely can I do
Expressing a sense of helplessness in the face of challenges.
I don't know what I wanted from you
Uncertainty regarding personal desires or expectations.
I lie to myself telling me I'm fine
Continued self-deception about emotional well-being.
I lied I'm dying inside
Reaffirming internal suffering and deception.
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