Lyrics
You where calling
You called me
The phone it started shaking,
The phone vibrated intensely
It was just a drunken rant from you
It was a drunken, emotional message from you
Begging to come back again.
You were pleading to be allowed back into my life
I was choking,
I felt overwhelmed or choked
You didn't even notice.
You didn't notice my distress
Like I'm calling out for help
I feel like I'm asking for help
While my head is under water
It's as if I'm drowning, struggling in my thoughts
Oh I don't want to see you face again,
I don't want to face you again
Stop calling me, acting like we are still friends
Stop pretending we're still friends, stop calling
How could I ever know, that you are a freak?
I didn't know you had unusual or disturbing qualities
Locking me in a cage and leave with the key...
You confined me and left with the power to free me
Am I the only one that´s going through shit
Feeling alone in dealing with problems
I´m about to lose it
I'm on the verge of breaking down
I´ve been in my head repeating everything you said
I replay everything you said in my mind
I´m going through shit
Experiencing challenging times
I´m about to lose it
I'm close to losing control
I´ve been in my head repeating everything you said
I keep replaying your words in my head
Its never wrong or right
No clear distinction between right and wrong
The way you left that night
The way you left that night is ambiguous
I´m going through shit
Going through a difficult time
I´m about to lose it
I'm on the verge of losing control
I´ve been in my head repeating everything you said
Replaying your words in my mind
Yea I pretend that I am fine, I tell my friends I'm ok
Pretending to be fine, misleading my friends
I turn the tv up too loud, so my head starts to shake.
Distracting myself with loud TV to cope
I try to drown out the thoughts that just mess with my head,
Attempting to silence troubling thoughts
I got some demons keeping me awake
Inner demons keeping me awake
I lay in bed where I'm thinking of all my mistakes,
Reflecting on my mistakes while lying in bed
I made decisions that I shouldn't have made,
Regretting decisions I shouldn't have made
I didn't know a girl could make me go insane..
Unexpectedly affected by a girl, driving me crazy
But with a word she broke my heart and my head.
Her words shattered my heart and messed with my mind
Am I the only one that´s going through shit
Feeling alone in dealing with problems
I´m about to lose it
I'm on the verge of breaking down
I´ve been in my head repeating everything you said
I replay everything you said in my mind
I´m going through shit
Experiencing challenging times
I´m about to lose it
I'm close to losing control
I´ve been in my head repeating everything you said
I keep replaying your words in my head
Its never wrong or right
No clear distinction between right and wrong
The way you left that night
The way you left that night is ambiguous
I´m going through shit
Going through a difficult time
I´m about to lose it
I'm on the verge of losing control
I´ve been in my head repeating everything you said
Replaying your words in my mind
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