Lyrics
Imma go and crash my car today
Expressing the intention to cause a car accident today.
Cause I don't want anybody to see my face anymore
Desiring to avoid public visibility due to personal reasons.
Imma go and crash my car today
Reiteration of the intention to crash a car on the same day.
Cause I don't want to anybody to see my pain anymore
Not wanting others to witness emotional pain through facial expressions.
Take it back to 2016
Reflecting on a past time, specifically 2016.
Going out to eat with my friends
Recalling going out for a meal with friends.
Lunch time you could ride with me
Highlighting a shared lunchtime experience with the speaker.
Just had to save a seat for the girl I was with
Saving a seat for a girl the speaker was with at the time.
But I could never see that I was wrong
Acknowledging a lack of self-awareness and understanding of mistakes.
Ignorance had left me all alone
Feeling abandoned due to ignorance.
I was just the driver could not deny her
Describing the speaker's role as a driver, unable to deny the girl.
Even though I knew I wasn't what she want
Despite awareness, staying in a situation where the speaker isn't wanted.
Deep down I'm dealing with the hurt
Internally coping with emotional pain and distress.
How could i not question what I'm worth
Questioning self-worth due to the emotional turmoil.
I can take the names and the slurs
Enduring insults and derogatory comments.
But you breaking my hearts always the worst
Emphasizing that emotional heartbreak is the most difficult.
I Wanted you by my side
Expressing a desire for the person to be by the speaker's side.
You chose to use all my time
Feeling that time was exploited or misused by the person.
I left with a bruise to my pride
Leaving a situation with wounded pride.
You had a new dude the next night
Discovering the person with a new partner the next night.
But that's alright cause
Acceptance of the situation, acknowledging it's alright.
Imma go and crash my car today
Reiterating the intention to cause a car accident for privacy.
Cause I don't want anybody to see my face anymore
Reiterating the desire to avoid public visibility.
Imma go and crash my car today
Stating the intention to crash a car to conceal emotional pain.
Cause I don't want to anybody to see my pain anymore
Expressing the desire to hide emotional distress from others.
I wanted you by my side
Repeating the wish for the person to be by the speaker's side.
You chose to use all my time
Reiterating the feeling of time being used by the person.
I left with a bruise to my pride
Reflecting on leaving a situation with wounded pride.
You had a new dude the next night
Noting the person's quick involvement with a new partner.
But that's alright babe
Acceptance of the situation, emphasizing it's alright.
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