Anhedonia
Anhedonia Unveiled: Navigating Love's Abyss
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I looked away for a second to finish a bottle of wine
I momentarily diverted my attention to finish a bottle of wine
You put your clothes in my drawers and your toothbrush right next to mine
You've become intimately involved, placing your belongings with mine
I faked a yawn, said "I'm tired, we probably should call it a night"
Feigning tiredness, suggesting it's time to end the night
You sunk a claw in the carpet, your other hand slipped into mine
You express physical affection, one hand in mine, one on the carpet
You pull me in close, say you'll be there
You draw me close, promising your presence
"Let's count all the ways that we don't care"
Sarcastically counting the ways we don't care
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
We worked so well at the start
Initially, our relationship was harmonious
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
My therapist says we should part
My therapist advises separation
All alone you, would control me
You had control over me when I was alone
You kept me all day in your bed
You confined me to your bed all day
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
Get the fuck out of my, get the fuck out of my head
Demanding you to leave my thoughts
I go to parties, where you come along to turn everything numb
I attend social gatherings where you numb everything
You, whisper "they aren't your friends" in my ear while they're all having fun
You whisper negativity in my ear amid their enjoyment
I try to tell you I'm leaving, I wanna see somebody new
I try to break free, seeking someone new
You have a smile as you walk out the door saying "back in a few"
You leave with a smile, promising a swift return
You bite on my lip, say "baby don't fear
You bite my lip, urging me not to fear
Let's count all the ways, we'll disappear"
Suggesting a joint escape
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
We worked so well at the start
Initially, our relationship was harmonious
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
My therapist says we should part
My therapist advises separation
All alone you, would control me
You had control over me when I was alone
You kept me all day in your bed
You confined me to your bed all day
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
Get the fuck out of my, get the fuck out of my head
Demanding you to leave my thoughts
But I know that's it's me that's been giving commands
Realizing that I've been the one giving commands
Turns out I am the one with the gun in my hands
Discovering I hold the metaphorical gun
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
We worked so well at the start
Initially, our relationship was harmonious
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
My therapist says we should part
My therapist advises separation
All alone you, would control me
You had control over me when I was alone
You kept me all day in your bed
You confined me to your bed all day
Anhedonia Anhedonia
Anhedonia, emotional numbness
Get the fuck out of my, get the fuck out of my
Demanding you to leave my thoughts
Get the fuck out of my, get the fuck out of my
-Get the fuck out of my, get the fuck out of my head
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