commotion
Embracing Chaos: Foreign Frnd's Commotion Chronicles a Life Unchosen
Lyrics
Talking my shit causing all this commotion
Talking confidently and provocatively, causing a disturbance.
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
Consumed a drink and now moving with fluidity and purpose.
I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
Changed my mindset, avoiding emotional entanglements.
You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
Successfully pursued a desired person; boasting about it.
I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
Prefer not to commit to long-term situations, embracing the present.
I ain't forget all the times I was broken
Remembering past hardships, but currently celebrating and letting go.
But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
Intending to experience a blackout through partying and smoking.
Living the life that I would not have chosen
Living a life that wasn't initially chosen or preferred.
Talking my shit causing all this commotion
Repetition of lines 1-8.
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
-I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
-You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
-I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
-I ain't forget all the times I was broken
-But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
-Living the life that I would not have chosen
-Yeah this is not what I wanted
Expressing dissatisfaction with the current situation.
I gotta fix all my problems
Acknowledging the need to address personal issues.
I gotta get on the road
Expressing a desire to move forward and take action.
I gotta fix all the shit that I been causing
Taking responsibility for the consequences of one's actions.
I think about it all often
Reflecting frequently on past actions and decisions.
All the lines that I been crossing
Crossed boundaries and seeking guidance on how to rectify.
Tell me what I gotta do
Seeking advice on how to become better and closer to a higher purpose.
To get closer heaven and closer to you
Desiring spiritual or emotional closeness to something greater.
My brain keep going like ready set not
Mind constantly active, ready to go, but unsure of the destination.
Running and running in circles don't stop
Engaged in repetitive, unproductive activities.
Hurting some feelings I do that a lot
Unintentionally hurting others' feelings frequently.
That's how I grieve with the people I lost
Grieving for lost people, honest about personal shortcomings.
Least I am honest and I'm not all talk
Prioritizing honesty over empty promises.
I wanna ring but I'm scared to be soft
Desiring a connection but hesitant to show vulnerability.
Too many things that I want but it'll cost
Desiring things but aware of the associated costs.
Too many things but I know it will cost
-I've been different my whole life yeah I know this
Feeling different throughout life; self-awareness.
Only feel better when I'm out here smoking
Finds solace in smoking; coping mechanism.
Keep to myself ain't no time for unloading
Keeps personal matters private, avoiding emotional burdens.
I don't like mixing but hand me the codeine
Doesn't like mixing substances but accepts codeine.
You say you miss me but that was the old me
Reflecting on changing attitudes towards relationships and losses.
I don't miss you bitch I miss fucking Kobe
-Why the white people always call the police
Commenting on racial bias and cultural appropriation.
Stealing the culture but hating the homies
Observing hypocrisy in cultural appropriation.
Talking my shit causing all this commotion
Repetition of lines 1-16.
I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
-I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
-You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
-I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
-I ain't forget all the times I was broken
-But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
-Living the life that I would not have chosen
-Talking my shit causing all this commotion
-I took a sip now I'm moving in motions
-I flipped the switch ain't dealing with emotions
-You want that bitch well I hit her I'm goated
-I don't commit yeah I live in the moment
-I ain't forget all the times I was broken
-But tonight I'm blacking out and I'm smoking
-Living the life that I would not have
-Losing my peace
Experiencing inner turmoil and losing peace of mind.
Put me to sleep
Yearning for a break from challenges, seeking escape.
I be doing this shit effortlessly
Performing effortlessly despite personal struggles.
I ain't felt good last since summer '16
Last positive experience in 2016, struggling since then.
About to go home and take flight overseas
Planning to travel overseas to find solace.
Looking to keep
Searching for inner peace and freedom.
Wanting to free
-Fighting my demons that living in me
Battling personal demons within.
Fighting for freedom I wish could I keep
Seeking freedom but struggling to attain it.
Looking for love that I wish I could reach
Desiring love but finding it elusive.
Wish I could go slow some time yeah
Wishing for a slower pace of life.
I'm sick of living a lie now
Frustrated with living a false life.
No control over my life man
Feeling a lack of control over one's life.
Doing shit all out of spite damn
Engaging in actions out of spite and frustration.
Evolving I'm reaching new heights
Undergoing personal growth and reaching new levels.
I wanna hop on a flight
Desiring to escape through travel.
I wanna stay in the light yeah
Desiring to remain in positive circumstances.
But I only come out at night
Preferring nocturnal activities over daytime.
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