Lyrics
I swear I made the same mistake
I acknowledge repeating a past mistake.
I put my trust up in a bitch, just for her to leave me all alone
I trusted someone who eventually left me alone.
I swear I won't do that again
I commit not to repeat the same mistake.
You showed my why ion need to focus on the little shit that come and go
You taught me not to focus on trivial things that come and go.
Now my head is in a trip
I am mentally disturbed or confused.
I can't be worried bout a bitch all my past mistakes made me realize all I need is myself
Past mistakes made me realize self-reliance; I don't need to worry about others.
All I need is myself, myself, myself
I only need myself for support and understanding.
Okay I see you all in my head
I can visualize or imagine you being present in my thoughts.
Okay I see all the shit that I did
I recognize and acknowledge the mistakes I've made.
I always said I try but now I'm here again
I find myself back in a situation I vowed to avoid.
I always said I'm fine but now I'm thinking bout it
I used to claim everything was fine, but now I'm reconsidering.
I know It's toxic but I don't care
I'm aware it's unhealthy, but I choose to ignore the consequences.
I smoke gas to help me calm down
I use marijuana to help calm my emotions.
Ion drink liquor cause I'm scared to drown
I avoid drinking alcohol because I fear losing control.
I want to find help but I'm too scared
I want to seek help, but fear is holding me back.
I'm numb to the pain that you influence
I've become immune or desensitized to the pain you've caused.
I'm numb to the new shit ain't nothing changed
I'm indifferent to new experiences; nothing has changed.
That's why it's hard for me, to let you in
It's challenging for me to open up emotionally.
That's why it's hard for me, to let you in
Reiteration of the difficulty in allowing emotional connection.
You cannot deny what I see
You cannot deny what I perceive or understand.
My heart bleeds and my heart seeks nothing but peace
My heart is in pain, seeking only peace.
In the eyes of your dreams you was running with feens
In your dreams, you were associating with addicts.
You cannot dent what I see
You cannot reject what I comprehend or see.
Okay I see you all in my head
I can visualize or imagine you being present in my thoughts (repeated).
Okay I see all the shit that I did
I recognize and acknowledge the mistakes I've made (repeated).
I always said I try but now I'm here again
I find myself back in a situation I vowed to avoid (repeated).
I always said I'm fine but now I'm thinking bout it
I used to claim everything was fine, but now I'm reconsidering (repeated).
All I need is myself, myself, myself
I only need myself for support and understanding (repeated).
All I need is myself, myself, myself
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