Lyrics
Do you think I'm better because I said I'm better?
Questioning if others perceive improvement based on a verbal claim.
Did you take my word? Don't you wish you could
Expressing a desire for others to trust the spoken words.
I don't wanna come back, I'm not ready yet
Rejecting the idea of returning, feeling unprepared.
You said 'take some time' but I'm still not fine
Acknowledging advice to take time, but still struggling.
You were slumped down, slipped to the ground
Describing a scene of emotional distress in the kitchen.
In the kitchen, on the dirty floor
Highlighting a moment of vulnerability on a dirty floor.
I watched you cry, I want to
Expressing a desire to empathize with tears but unable to.
Cry about it too but I can't
Feeling the emotional weight but struggling to cry.
Do you think I'm better because I said I'm better?
Reiterating the question about perceived improvement.
Did you take my word? Don't you wish you could
Re-emphasizing the desire for belief in spoken words.
I don't wanna come back, I'm not ready yet
Rejection of immediate return due to emotional unreadiness.
You said 'take some time' but I'm still not fine
Continued struggle despite advice to take time.
You went up to Bellingham, you
Referencing a trip to Bellingham, involving another person.
Told me she was important to
Acknowledging the importance of someone else to the listener.
You, but I stayed, oh but I stayed
Choosing to stay despite awareness of personal inadequacy.
I couldn't be what you needed
Acknowledging the inability to meet the needs of the other person.
I couldn't be what you needed
Repeating the acknowledgment of personal shortcomings.
I'm not better, I don't know whether
Rejecting the notion of improvement, uncertain about reasons.
It's the cold weather, maybe I'm just missing her
Suggesting a potential connection between emotions and weather.
I'm not bitter, I don't think I want
Denying bitterness, expressing uncertainty about desires.
Anyone to blame
Refusing to assign blame for the situation.
Maybe that's why I'm so tired
Speculating that the emotional burden might be causing fatigue.
I'm so fucking tired
Expressing profound tiredness.
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