Lyrics
It was never your fault
It indicates that the listener is not to blame for a certain situation or problem.
But the fault of the ones around you
Suggests that external factors or people around the listener bear responsibility for the mentioned issue.
Influenced by the substance
Implies that the listener's decisions were influenced by a substance, possibly alluding to addiction or dependency.
You couldn't avoid the substrate
Suggests the inability to avoid a foundational issue or circumstance (substrate) due to external influences.
Was I ever enough
Questions whether the listener ever felt sufficient or satisfactory in a certain context or relationship.
I cried for help
Expresses a plea for assistance or support, indicating emotional distress.
Was I ever enough
Reiterates the doubt about the listener's adequacy, possibly reflecting feelings of insecurity or unfulfillment.
I held my tongue
States that the speaker refrained from speaking out or expressing themselves, possibly due to some internal struggle.
A priority
Suggests that something (or someone) was considered more important than confronting personal demons or challenges.
Over the demons
Emphasizes prioritizing something over internal struggles or negative influences.
I never felt that way
Expresses that the speaker had never experienced a particular emotion or situation before.
And you led me a stray
Accuses the listener of leading the speaker astray or causing them to deviate from a desired path.
Till this day
Indicates that the impact of the listener's actions continues to affect the speaker until the present day.
I mourn the thought
Expresses mourning or grief over a particular thought or possibility that is no longer attainable.
That we could be
Reflects a desire or hope for a deeper, more meaningful connection or relationship that didn't materialize.
Something more
Continues the sentiment from the previous line, expressing a longing for something more significant.
Is this a fucking dream
Questions the reality of the situation, possibly indicating disbelief or surrealness.
I hear the scream
Describes the auditory experience of perceiving a scream, suggesting a distressing or alarming situation.
Is this a fucking dream
Repeats the questioning of reality, emphasizing the auditory perception of distressing screams.
I hear her screams
Directly refers to hearing screams, potentially representing the speaker's emotional response to a distressing situation.
BLAH
The line "BLAH" seems to be a placeholder or a symbolic expression, and its exact meaning is open to interpretation.
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